19-Feb-2017

This is blank blog. Only call recording are uploaded here.

18-February-2017

Aaj fir se office nahi gaya, aur aaj main aadhar office jane wala tha. To main fresh hone k bad ghar ka kam kiya aur fir nikal gaya office k liye. Main aaj bahut late tha. Main office 10 k bajay 12 baje pahucha. Lekin office jakar bhi koi fayda nahi hua. Waha jakar main baitha hua tha. Kuch der k bad satto da aye. Main unko bola ki aj k ese to amar kono labh holo na. To wo bole ki char na daily-daily labh dekhle hobe na ki. Mujhe ajib laga ki ye kya bat hui agar koi kam tha hi nahi to fir hame bekar me bulaya q. Lekin main jyada dhyan nahi diya. Main is office me isliye aya tha qki yaha par mobile ko lekar koi restriction nahi hai. Waise to Tatwa me bhi mobile ko lekar koi restriction nahi hai. Iske alawa yaha break ko lekar koi restriction nahi hai, jabki Tatwa me break k liye bahut bar bolna hota tha. Kabhi-kabhi to subah 8 baje se kam karte-karte 3:30 baj jata tha tab jakar break milta tha. Yaha tak ki washroom k liye bhi break nahi tha. To main kuch der ruk kar waha se nikal gaya. Jab main shyamnagar pahucha, to raste me hamesa ki tarah ek no par call kiya. To ek larki call receive ki. Main usko bola ki ami aircel theke bolchi. Apnar j balance ta kete geche ota ami recharge kore dichi. Is par wo hasne lagi ki jokhun company balance kete niche tahole tumi keno recharge korbe. Main usse uska nam pucha to wo apna nam Soma batayi. Ye sab normal bat karne k bad main ghar aa gaya. Lekin pata nahi wo call record q nahi hua. Sayad memory full ho gayi hogi. Ghar akar main baitha hua tha. Khana main bahar kha liya tha. To rat ko 8:47 me Soma ka call aya. Main usse bat karne lag gaya. Wo new friend ki tarah thi to main usse kafi bat kiya. Main usse rat k 10:07 baje tak bat kiya. Fir wo boli ki rat ko wo dubara apne dusre no se mujhe call karegi. To main us no par hi usse bat karu. Main ok bol kar call kat diya. Fir rat ko 12:09 me Soma ne mujhe dusre no se call kiya. Hamlog rat ko 2:33 tak bat kiye. Is bich main usko bola ki tum mera friendship accept ki, isliye main tumko ek gift dena chahta hu. To wo boli ki mujhe koi chij pasand nahi hai. Is par ham log kafi bat kiye. Pahle to wo bat ghuma kar bol rahi thi, lekin finally wo mujhe bol di ki wo mujhse Physical Relationship chahti hai. Ye bolne k bad main usko samjhaya ki sadi se pahle ye sab mat karo, qki sadi k bad tumhara problem ho sakta hai. To wo boli ki eto question koro keno tumi. To main ha bol diya. Fir, main last time bol diya ki ye tumhara first time hai ya isse pahle bhi tum ki ho. To wo gussa hokar call kat di. Fir main dubara call kiya. Lekin koi bat nahi bani. Tisri bar me bhi bat nahi bani. Jab main chouthi bar call kiya to kafi manane k bad wo sex k liye man gayi. Aur main 2:33 me gaya sone k liye.

Soma==18-Feb-2017==8:47 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==8:57 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==8:59 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==9:04 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==9:09 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==9:25 PM

Soma==18-Feb-2017==9:27 PM

Soma==19-Feb-2017==12:09AM

15-March-2017

Aaj subah main uth kar fresh hua. Uske bad bazar se sabji kharid kar laya. Uske khana khaya aur thora youtube chalaya. Main aaj late se utha tha to ye sab karte-karte 12 baj gaye. Main wait kar raha tha ki kab Soma ka call aye aur wo bataye ki kal use kya chahiye. Sath me mujhe ye bhi pata chal jata ki uska mere upar ka gussa kam hua ya nahi. Dekhte hai ki kab tak uska call ata hai. To main aise hi apne blog likh raha tha ki 1:16 me Soma ka call aya. To main dusre room me chala gaya usse bat karne k liye. Hamlogo ka call bar-bar kat jar aha tha. To main use total 4 bar call kiya. Aur total hamlog lagbhag 11 minute bat kiye. Bat k dauran wo kal k shopping ka jo list batayi, usse to mujhe lagta hai ki karib 3000 rupaye lag hi jayenge. Uske kuch der k bad main pan office chala gaya, mummy aur papa ka Pan Card banane k liye. Pan Office se ane k bad main computer par animation ka kam karne lag gaya. Uske bad main 9 baje khana khaya. Khana khane k bad main 9:50 me Soma ko call kiya. Lekin uska no band tha. Uske bad main dubara se net chanalne lag gaya, aur mobile me game khelne lag gaya. Rat ko 11:21 me Soma ka call aya to us samay main usse 10 minute 45 sec bat kiya. Ab dekhna ye hai ki kal main usko uska lagbhag 3000 ka gift de pata hu ya nahi. Lekin agar gift diya to usko is bar sex karne k liye jarur bolunga. Chahe wo gussa ho ya kuch bhi ho. Main bolunga ki ek date batao jab ham fir se sex kar sake. Aakhir main sirf gift dunga, badle me agar mujhe kuch na mile to sirf gift dekar kya fayda. Kher, ab iske bare me kal hi sochenge. Filhal main jar aha hu sone. Kal mujhe Interview me bhi jana hai.

14-March-2017

Aaj subah main utha to yahi soch raha tha ki akhir Soma ne kal mujhe call q nahi kiya. Main uska whatsapp check kar raha tha to dekha ki uska last seen kal rat 11:30 ka dikh raha tha. Main soch raha tha ki jab wo kal rat ko itni der online thi to mujhe call q nahi ki? Ek pal k liye main socha ki main usko av call kar lu, lekin fir socha ki av to wo ghar par hogi. Halaki uska no band hi hoga, lekin agar no chalu hua aur agar uske ghar walo ne call pick kiya to fir Soma mujhse bat bhi nahi karegi. To main apne aap par control kiya aur fir fresh hua. Uske bad main khana khaya au fir 10:18 me Soma ko call kiya. Lekin uska no ab bhi band tha. Main usko dubara 10:45 me call kiya. Lekin ab bhi no band tha. Fir main nahane chala gaya. Naha kar ane k bad main Soma ko 11:20 me call kiya. Uske bad mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki wo mujhse kal bhi bat nahi ki, aur aaj bhi bat q nahi kar rahi hai. Main usko fir se usko 11:36 aur 11:57 me call kiya, lekin ab bhi uska no band tha. Main ab sochne laga ki kahi usko koi naya banda to nahi mil gaya. Main pata nahi in sab chijo k baro me q soch raha tha. Qki ham dono me koi bhi ek dusre se na to love karte the na hi sadi karne wale the. Main usko call par aise hi usko bolta hu ki mujhse sadi kar lo, lekin hamare bich aisa kuch nahi tha. Fir bhi, pata nahi q main itna soch raha tha. Sayad uska jhuth pakarne k liye. Qki pahle uska no hamesa chalu rahta tha, lekin ab har waqt band q rahta hai. To ye ho sakta hai ki no isliye band kar k rakhti hogi qki agar no chalu raha to ya to main ya fir uska koi naya banda call kiya aur usi same time par main ya uska naya banda call karega, to no busy ayega. Aur mujhe pata hai ki ye no sirf mujhe pata hai aise hi agar uska koi naya banda hoga to use bhi yahi lagega ki ye no sirf usko pata hai. Lekin jab no busy ayega to usko problem ho sakta tha. Halaki iska bhi wo bahana bana deti ki customer care me bat kar rahi thi, lekin fir bhi mujhe kahi na kahi aisa lag raha tha ki wo mujhse kuch chupa rahi hai. To main socha ki wo to mujhe call kar nahi rahi hai aur uska no bhi band aa raha hai. To main ek Hi likh kar usko msg kar diya. Taki jab bhi uska no chalu ho to mujhe pata chal jaye. Uske bad main bank chala gaya. Bank se wapas jab main aa raha tha to 1:13 me Soma ka call aya. Main jaldi se uska call kat kar dubara usko call kiya aur boli ki “ki holo kal k theke ek ta call korle na. To wo boli ki maa chilo, sei jonno call korlam na. Main bola ki tumi call korle na, sei jonno ami ghumate parlam bhalo bhabe. Wo boli ki baba, koto natok korte paris tui. Fir hamlog normally bat karne lage, ki holi khelle kin a. Kaje keno gele na.” Usse main 8 minute 14 sec bat kiya. Bat karne k bad main jab check kiya ki msg deliver kab hua to main dekha ki msg 1:08 me deliver ho gaya tha, aur Soma mujhe 1:13 me call ki thi. To us waqt mujhe fir sak hua ki ye apna no chalu karne k bad 5 minute tak kar kya rahi thi. Fir mujhe laga ki ho sakta hai ki jaise no chalu ki ho waise hi dukan me customer aa gaye ho. Lekin main soch raha tha ki kaise kaise main iska sach jan saku. Ab ye koi facebook to hai nahi ki isko hack kar lu. Main socha ki main direct Soma se hi is bare me bat kar leta hu. Lekin fir socha ki is bare me to wo mujhe batayegi nahi. Ulta gussa jo hogi wo alag. Aur bina pura sach jane kisi par iljam lagana bhi sahi nahi hai. To is bare me main kafi soch raha tha, fir main Pan card k office gaya. Waha se main Pan card k liye form laya. Jab main ghar aya to socha ki ek tarika hai, jisse agar wo mujhse kuch chupa rahi hai to sayad main wo jan pau. Main ye socha ki “is bar jab main usse milunga to main usko kahunga ki dekho Soma ebar theke ami amar life er sob kichu tomar sathe sare korbo. J amar life ke-ke ache. Kono meye asche ki na. Kono Girlfriend holo ki na. Sob kichu tomake bolbo. Tahole tumiyo ki amake sob kichu bolte parbe. J tomar koto ta friend ache, tomar life e amake chara aro onno keu ache ki na.” Main ye sab is tarike se puchunga ki sayad wo mujhe apne bare me sab bata de. Mujhe kabhi-kabhi lagta hai ki wo har samay to apne dukan me hi busy rahti hai to fir wo kisi aur k sath kaise time spend kar payegi. Lekin fir main sochta hu ki wo sex ki itni bhukhi hai fir wo kaise bina sex k ek mahine tak rah pati hai. Aur mujhe kaise pata ki wo har waqt dukan me rahti hai. Ho sakta hai ki wo mujhse jhuth hi bol rahi ho. Kher, jo bhi ho ab ya to main aj rat ko jab uska call ayega to main usko bolunga ki ab se main apni life ki sari bate share karunga ya fir jab milunga to bolunga. Aur kya pata ye sab bolne k bad agar wo mujhse kuch chupa rahi hai to mujhse sab bata de. Uske bad main apne kamo me lag gaya. Kuch der bad Jay Sree ayi, apna micromax ka mobile lekar. Uske mobile me ringtone ka sound bahut kam aa raha tha. Actually ek to uska mobile tha micromax ka. Jo ki kachra mobile banati hai. Aur uska function bhi mujhe samajhne me mujhe kafi der lagi. Ye aisi company jo mobile to bana deti hai, lekin application nahi banati hai. Jaise usme flash light to hai lekin tourch application nahi hai. Waise hi music ka koi application nahi hai. To main socha ki kisi tarah koi song download karke usme dal du. Lekin kafi der k bad mujhe option mila jaha se koi downloaded song ko ringtone bana sakte hai. Lekin wo song me bhi dam nh tha, ya fir ye kahe ki mobile k speaker me hi dam nh tha. Ab koi naya song main net par khoj raha tha, lekin na mujhe koi Bengali song ka pata tha na hi Jay sree ko koi new song k bare me pata tha. Aur hindi song use chahiye nahi tha. Aur fir net bhi slow tha to main usko bola ki kal aiyega. Ye sab karte-karte 9:30 baj gaye. Uske bad ham khana khaye. Fir maa baithi thi mere pas. Maa 10:30 baje sone gayi. Fir main wait kar raha tha ki kab Soma ka call aye. Uske bad 11:30 baje papa bhi kam se aa gaye. Aur usi samay Soma ka call aa gaya. To main call receive karte-karte main bol diya ki tomar no ta sob somoy bondo thake kano. To wo gussa hokar call kat di. Main usko dubara call kiya. 3 minute bat kiya, lekin jab last me usko bola ki tumi amar sathe kobe jabe khete. To wo fir se call kat di. Main dubara usko call kiya. To is bar usse 6 minute bat hua. Aur sayad is bar uska gussa bhi kam hua. Qki uska gussa kam karne k liye main usko bol diya ki ami thrusday te jabo Interview dite, to ami tomake sei din kichu gift debo. To wo boli ki sei din to tumi amake langha dite parle na. Akhun ki debe tumi. To ye sab bat main kiya aur main uska kuch had tak gussa kam kar diya. Ab aaj to wo already itna gussa ho gayi thi to main usse ab sachchai janne ki kosis nahi kiya. Ab main jab usse milunga to hi usse ye sab bat karunga. Lekin pata nahi q jis din wo mujhse bat nahi karti hai ya bat karti bhi hai to gussa hokar kat deti hai, to main bechain jaisa ho jata hu. Aur sochta hu ki kab kal ho aur main dubara usse bat kar saku. Taki main nischint ho saku ki wo ab mujhse gussa nahi hai, ya agar hai bhi to uska gussa kam kar saku. Ab dekhte hai ki kal wo mujhse santi se bat karti hai ya nahi.

Soma==14-March-2017==01:13 PM

Soma==14-March-2017==11:34 PM

Soma==14-March-2017==11:35 PM

Soma==14-March-2017==11:39 PM

13-March-2017

Aaj ham logo ka holi hai, to main subah uth kar pahle to fresh hokar naha liya. Fir, mummy 5 pua banayi jo ki puja me lagega. Uske bad papa aur mummy puja ki taiyari kar rahe the aur main unlogo ki help kar raha tha. Puja ho jane k bad papa aur mummy dono ab pua, pakore puri etc… k liye taiyari karne lage. Main bhi unki help kar raha tha. Mujhe rang khelne ka koi jyada sokh nahi hai, isliye main ghar par hi tha. Khana bante-bante 2:30 baj gaye. Uske bad maa mujhe khana khane k liye boli. To main bola ki thori der bad khata hu. Uske bad main socha ki av tak Soma ka call q nahi aya, sayad wo busy hogi. To main khud hi usko call kiya 2:49 me. Lekin uska no band aa raha tha. To uske bad main khana khane lag gaya. Khana khane k bad main dubara Soma ko 4 baje call kiya. Lekin ab bhi uska no band hi tha. Main usko fir se 4:15 me call kiya, lekin ab bhi wahi halt ha. Main ab sochne laga ki aise to Soma roj ya to 2 baje ya fir 4 baje mujhe call kar leti hai, to fir aj kya hua. Is wajah se main fir se usko sam ko 5:05 me call kiya. Lekin ab bhi uska no band hi tha. Fir main socha ki ho sakta hai ki dukan me busy hogi. To main socha ki ab to rat ko hi bat ho payegi. Uske bad main apne kamo me busy ho gaya. Sam ko Papa, Mummy aur Chacha ko abir diya. Aur fir papa aur mummy k aadhar card ko online thik karne lag gaya. Isi bich 7 ek call aya. Mujhe laga ki Soma ka call hoga, lekin ye Anjani ka call tha. Main usse 27 minute bat kiya. Uske bad meri tabiyat kuch thik nahi lag rahi thi. To main baitha hua tha. Maa ne bola ki khana kha lo, lekin main bola ki meri tabiyat thik nahi hai. Aap log kha lo, main bad me kha lunga. Uske bad main wait karta raha, lekin meri khane ki icha nahi hui. Aur mujhe thand bhi lag rahi thi. To main maa ko bola ki main ja raha hu sone, khane ka man nahi kar raha hai. Isliye kal kha lunga. To maa ne bola ki thik hai. Uske bad sone se pahle ek bar dubara se main 9:27 me Soma ko call kiya. Lekin ab bhi uska no band hi tha. Uske bad main main apne mobile ko silent kar k so gaya, taki call aye bhi to kisi ko pata na chale. Lekin meri nind 1 ghante me hi khul gayi. Nind khulte hi main sabse pahle apna mobile dekha ki kahi Soma ka koi call to nahi aya. Lekin uska koi call nahi aya tha. Us samay 10:30 baj tahe the. Fir jab main soya to meri nind dubara 11:10 me khul gayi. Us samay bhi Soma ka koi call nahi aya tha. Uske bad meri nind 12 baje khul gayi. Lekin us samay bhi koi call nahi aya tha. Uske bad last meri nind 12:30 me khuli, lekin ab bhi koi call nahi aya tha. Main jab bhi sota hu, to meri nind direct subah hi khulti hai. Lekin aisa pahli bar ho raha tha ki meri nind aj 4 bar khuli thi. Lekin jab 12:30 baje bhi koi call nahi aya to main samajh gaya ki ab koi call nahi ayega. Aur jab uske bad main soya to direct subah hi nind khuli. Lekin pata nahi q mujhe kafi dukh ho raha tha. Qki 18 feb se lekar 12 Mar tak hamlog daily bat karte rahe. Sirf aj aisa pahla din hai jab main usse bina bat kiye so raha hu. Kher, ab kal dekhte hai ki usse bat ho pati hai ya nahi.

12-March-2017

Aaj subah maa utha rahi thi, aur bol rahi thi ki jaldi se bazar jao aur dukan bhi jao. Jyada late karoge to log rang laga denge. Qki aj Bengali ka dol tha isliye rang laga bhi sakte the. To main uth kar dekha to Soma ka 3 missed call aya tha kal. Rat ko 11:36 me, 11:41 me aur 11:42 me. Uske bad uth kar fresh hua aur fir main bajar chala gaya. Waha se main 10 baje aya. Ane k bad net chalane lag gaya. Is bich me Soma ko call kar raha tha, lekin uska no band aa raha tha. Dopahar ko main khana khaya aur fir computer chalane lag gaya. Av 3:45 ho rahe hai aur is bich main Soma ko 6 bar call kar chuka hu, lekin sabhi bar uska no band hi aa raha hai. Iska 2 karan ho sakta hai ki sayad kal main jab uska call receive nahi kiya, is wajah se wo mujh par gussa ho. Aur dusra karan ho sakta hai ki aaj unlogo ka dol hai to is wajah se uske dukan me chutti ho aur isliye no band kar k rakhi hai. Taki main jab usko call karu to uske ghar wale receive na kar le. Kher, dekhte hai ki aaj rat tak usse bat ho pati hai ya nahi. Soma ka call mujhe 4:49 PM me aya, aur fir hamare bich normal bate ho rahi thi, jaise khana khaya ki nahi, kya khaya, aj holi kaisa kata. Qki aj unlogo ka dolt ha. Ye sab bat karte-karte achanak se maine kah diya ki tum mujhe kab bulaogi. To wo bolne lagi ki mujhe bar-bar ek hi bat karne me acha nahi lagta hai. Aur gussa hokar boli ki abhi mood kharab ho gaya hai, bad me bat karungi. Fir main sochne laga ki q main ek hi bat bar-bar bolta hu. Are jab usko time milega to wo jarur bulayegi. Akhir use bhi to iski bhukh hai. Uske call katne k kuch der bad main usko call kiya lekin uska no band hi aa raha tha. Uske bad main apne kamo me busy ho gaya. Rat ko khana khane k bad main apne computer ko sleep mode me dal kar dusre room me crime story padh raha tha. Main janta tha ki rat ko Soma ka call jarur ayega. Thori der bad mummy, papa bhi sone chale gaye. Lekin main story padhta raha, aur mobile ko silent kar diya taki agar Soma ka call aye bhi to kisi ko pata na chale. Main bich-bich me Soma ko 5 bar call kar chukka tha, lekin har bar uska no band hi aa raha tha. Fir main story padhte-padhte bor ho raha tha to 10:30 baje main apne room me akar Web page banana lag gaya. Tabhi 10:40 me Soma ka call aya. Call Receive karte hi wo pahle hi kah di ki “age theke bole dichi, emon kono kotha bolbe na jeta sune matha groom hoye jabe. Main bola ki ebar theke Jodi ami emon kono kotha bolbo tahole tumi amar sathe kotha bolbe na. Is par wo boli ki ei kotha sune-sune amar kan ta peke geche. Fir uske bad wo bar-bar bol rahi thi ki tumi biye kobe korbe. Uske kuch der k bad main usko bola ki ami ekdom prothom din tomake bole chilam j tomar ki pochondo to tumi bolle na. Ami aj k abar jiges korchi, tomar k sob theke ki bhalo lage, amake bolo ami debo tomake. Wo boli ki amar jeta pochondo seta tumi dite parbe na. Main socha ki ek bar aisa bol rahi to wo mujhse sex mangi, is bar kya manengi. Lekin mere jid karne par wo bol di ki sona ka chain chahiye. Main bola ki ami debo. To wo boli ki nijer bou jonno kichu rakh.” Ye sab bate ho rahi thi ki usko ghar se kisi ne awaj lagayi khane k liye, qki usne khana nahi khaya tha av tak. To wo call kat di. Aur main dubara ye soch kar call nahi kiya ki usko ghar wale ne bulaya hai, aur agar av main usko call kiya aur uske ghar walo ne mera call dekh liya to usko problem ho jayegi. Aur uske bad wo mujhse bat nahi karegi. Us samay 11 bhi nahi baje the, to main socha ki 12 baje tak ka wait kar leta hu. Kahi dubara se call na kar de. To main dubara web page banana lag gaya. Web page banate-banate mujhe jquery file ki jarurat pari. Main jab usko apne computer me khoj raha tha to mujhe waha 2 old movie mili. Gabbar is Back & Thank You. Main usko dekhne laga. Aur mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki time kab nikal gaya. Rat ko 12:30 baje maa ayi aur gussa karne lagi ki itni rat ko movie dekh raha hai. Chal jakar so ja. Main computer band karne laga aur mobile bhi check kiya ki kahi Soma ka call to nahi aya tha, qki main apna mobile silent me laga rakha tha. To agar Soma ka call ata bhi to sayad mujhe pata nahi chalta, qki mera dhyan movie par tha. Lekin Soma ka call nahi aya tha. Finally, main jakar so gaya.

11-March-2017

Aaj main 10 baje utha. Uthne k bad fresh hokar main nahane chala gaya. Naha kar ane ke bad main khana khaya aur nikal gaya Interview k liye. Main ghar se 11:15 me Interview k liye nikla. Uske bad lagbhag 11:45 me jakar Krishna se 1000 rupaye liye, jise mujhe Soma ko dene the. Uske bad main jab Bidhan nagar pahucha to Soma ka call aya. Fir wo bol rahi thi ki “aj keu kaje gele na. To main bola ki na aj k Interview te jachi. To wo boli ki boro lok to, sei jonno kaje jas na. Fir bol rahi thi ki aj k koto niye ascho. Main bola ki akhun taka problem ache, sei jonno taka besi niye aste parlam na. To wo boli ki koto niye ascho. Main bola ki bole dile rag hoye jabe tomar. To wo boli ki bolo na ektu suni. To main bola ki 1300 niye aschi. To wo boli ki 1300 modde sob kichu hoye jabe. To main bola ki ekhun taka problem ache to sei jonno. Tumi ki rag korle. To wo boli ki na rag korbo kano. Uske bad pata nahi mera kya man hua ki main bola ki notun job peye gele ami protek mase 2000 kore debo tomake. Yahi sab bat kar raha tha aur fir hamari bat khatm hui.” Uske bad main 1 baje tak Oppo k office me pahucha. To waha pata chala ki Interview to Thrusday & Friday ko hota hai. To main waha se nikal gaya. Raste me sabhi jagah dekh raha tha ki log ek dusre ko gulal laga rahe the. Sabhi collage aur office me log ek dusre ko gulal laga rahe the aur holi mana rahe the in advance. Uske bad main socha ki agar main yaha se Ultadanga jata hu aur waha se Sealdah jata hu to Sealdah me TT ka lafra hoga. Mere pas paisa bhi hai. Aisa nahi ki main TT se darta hu, main to 3 sal se daily TT ko chakma deta aa raha hu. Lekin jab Bypass karne ka rasta ho to q bekar me ham jaye fasne k liye. To main waha se Webel more pahuch kar ek aam kharida, jo ki bana kar 12 rupaye me diya. Main use khate-khate SDF gaya aur waha se Park Circus ka Bus pakar liya. Park Circus pahuch kar main Ballygunge ka train pakar liya. Ballygunge main lagbhag 2:40 me pahucha. Waha pahuch kar main Soma ko 2 bar call kiya, lekin wo call receive nahi kar rahi thi. Fir 2-3 minute bad uska call to main call kat kar usko dubara call kiya. To wo boli ki tumi collage e samne asho, ami aschi. Fir ham mile aur ham shopping ke liye chal pare. Isi bich ma aka call aya ki Himalya Face wash le ana. To main ha bol diya. Fir Soma ne 2 Cream kharida. Pahla face k liye jo ki 330 ka tha. Aur dusra Cream Bal k liye tha jo ki 650 ka tha. Fir usko waha, acha top nahi mila to wo mujhse uske liye 200 rupaya li. Uske bad main jane laga to wo boli ki “Bhalo kore jabe, R jokhun dakbo tokhun chole asbo. To main bola ki dekhi, kobe dakbe tumi.” Yaha bulane se matlab hai ki wo Sarsuna bulayegi Sex k liye. Fir main chala gaya. Jab main Ballygunge pahucha to Soma ka call aya aur bol rahi thi ki kothay pahuchele. Fir wo boli ki Thik ache, akhun customer ache. Pore kotha bolchi. Ballygunge pahuch kar train pakra. Lekin wo train Park Circus k bad direct Bidhan nagar pahuch gayi. Matlab ki wo jarur Majher hat ya Budge-Budge train hogi. Kher main Shyamnagar pahuch kar waha se Gautam store aya. Uske bad waha se Himalya ka face wash 110 me liya aur ghar aa gaya. Ghar aya to maa bat nahi kar rahi thi, lekin mujhe 100 rupaye dekar face wash le li. Fir aaj mera tabiyat kuch thik nahi lag raha tha, to main chup-chap baitha tha. Fir main 9 baje khane gaya to pata chala ki fir se maa k liye roti nahi hai. To main ko utha kar khane k liye bola. Pahle bahut mana karne lagi, lekin fir uth kar khana khayi. Aur fir hamari bat hone lagi. Khana khane k bad mujhe bukhar jaisa lag raha tha, to main 10 baje hi so gaya. Mujhe pata tha ki rat ko Soma ka call ayega, lekin kya kare sarir sath nahi de raha tha. To main so gaya.

10-March-2017

Aaj main Interview k liye jane wala tha. To main so kar 9 baje utha. Uske bad fresh hokar khana khaya. Fir net use karne lag gaya. Net use karte-karte mujhe 11 baj gaye. To main Ashok ko call kiya aur bola ki kal Interview chalega kya. To usne ha bol diya. Mera aaj jane ka man nahi kar raha tha, isliye main aaj nahi gaya. Uske bad ghar me to koi bat karne wala hai nahi, to main aise hi net use karta raha. Fir main 4 baje Soma ko call kiya, lekin uska no band aa raha tha. To uske bad main dubara se net use karne lag gaya. To achanak 2-3 minute bad Soma ka call aya. Fir ham kuch bat kiye aur fir main lag gaya net par. Fir aaj mujhe Jiya FB par msg kar rahi thi. Usse meri thori bahut bat hui. Jiska screenshot niche hai. Aaj usne mujhe apna no bhi diya. Fir lagbhag 7 baje main Rajeswar Giri ko call kiya. Usse main kafi der lagbhag 44 minute bat kiya. Is bich main use apne dono sex partner k bare me bhi bataya. Uske bad mujhe bhukh lag rahi thi to main khane chala gaya. Jab khane gaya to dekha ki maa k liye Roti hai hi nahi. Ab meri unse bat to ho nahi rahi thi, fir bhi main unko manae k liye gaya. Lekin wo nahi mani aur apni jid par ari rahi. To fir main bhi khana nahi khaya. Aur dubara se net use karne lag gaya. Rat ko 8:55 me Soma ko call kiya to usne kaha ki bad me call karungi. Fir 9:30 baje Jiya ko call kiya. To usne call receive kar k kat diya. Jab main FB par pucha to usne bataya ki aaj uski didi ayi hui hai. Av rat k 10:20 ho rahe hai, soch raha hu ki kha lu. Qki waise hi din bhar se khaya nahi hu. Aur khana bhi bekar ho jayega agar nahi khaya to. In logo ko to jhagra karne k alawa kuch ata nahi hai. Khana barbad karke paisa khud barbad karte hai aur dusro par iljam kagate hai. Kher, main jar aha hu khane. Jab main khane gaya to mujhe maa ki yaad aa rahi thi ki kaise bachpan me khud bhukhi rah kar mujhe khilati thi aur aaj main use bhuka rakh kar khud khana kha liya, lekin kya karu. Subah se main bhukha tha. Waise to subah se maa bhi bhukhi thi. Kher, ab to main kha hi liya hu to ab iske bare me sochne se koi fayda nahi hai. Main ja raha hu sone. Kal subah sabse pahle Krishna se 1000 Loan lena hai. Uske bad Interview k liye jana hai. Aur fir uske bad Soma k pas jana hai. Wo mujhe 4 baje tak ane ko kahi hai. To Interview k bad direct wahi chala jaunga. Kher, ye to kal ka plan hai to iske bare me kal hi sochunga. Av main jar aha hu sone.

09-March-2017

Aaj subah main utha to fresh hone k bad main socha ki aaj Interview k liye chala jar aha hu, lekin muh dhone k bad maa ne bola ki dudh le aao. To main dudh lene k liye jane laga. Isi bich maa kahne lagi ki Guria ka sadi lag gaya hai, ab paisa kaha se laye. Tum to sab paisa kha gaya. Kamate bhi nahi ho. Mujhe gussa aya, qki ghar ka sara paisa main hi khata hu. Aap log agar apne ghar ko thik se manage nahi kar sakte hai to main kya karu. Aur raha bat kam karne ki to mujhe av bhi yad hai ki jab main job k liye sabse pahle ghar se nikla tha to sabhi ne mana kiya tha, lekin fir bhi main nahi mana aur chala gaya job karne. Aaj mujhe samajh me aa raha hai ki wo meri life ki sabse bari bhul thi. Main jab hisab kiya to dekha ki ab tak main 75,000 rupaye kama kar ghar me de chukaa tha. Jab ye bat main maa ko bola to maa manne k liye hi taiyar nahi thi. Isi bich papa kahne lage ki are main uska ek bhi rupaya janta hu. Kitna diya hoga mujhe, 4-5 sau rupaye diye hinge ab tak kama kar. Ab ye bat sun kar kisi ko kaisa lagega. Mana ki main jyada kharch karta hu, lekin jab se main kam karne lag gaya hu aap logo ne mujhe kya diya hai. Mobile se lekar baki ki sari accessories main apne paise se hi kharidta hu, jabki apni kamai ka 90% main ghar me de deta hu. Baki k 10% me se main bus bhara, cycle garage charge aur Broadband ka kharch kar k jo bachta hai usme se hi apni jarurat ka saman leta hu. Usme bhi in logo ko problem hai. In logo ka kahna hai ki 90% to dete hi ho sath me jo bachta hai use bi de do. Maa kahti hai ki tumhari kamai ka koi nisani hai mere pas. Are koi nisani kaha se hogi, kamai ka ek bhi rupaya chorti ho kya aap. Sara rupaya bhi de do aura lag se nisani bhi do. Ab nisani k paise kya chori kar k lau. Ye sab bat agar bol diya to ab bolenge ki acha, tumhara paisa leta hu tana dete ho. Thik h, rakho apna paisa apne pas. Nahi chahiye tumhara paisa. Ye log to kabhi-kabhi mujhe jo khana khilate hai aur kapra kharidte hai uska bhi paisa jorne lagte hai. Main to is ghar se tang aa gaya hu. Kabhi-kabhi to man karta hai ki is ghar ko chor k chala jau. Kabhi maa ki tana-sahi sahni parti hai to kabhi papa ki. Kher, dudh lane k bad main khana kha kar Interview k liye nikal gaya. Jab main Shyamnagar pahuchne wala tha to mujhe yad aya ki mere pas to paisa hai hi nahi. Jo paisa tha sab to maa ne le liya. Ab main dubara se ghar ki kahani nahi batane wala hu, ghar k bare me jitna kahunga kam hi hoga. To main socha ki paisa to hai nahi aur agar paise lene ghar gaya to fir se maa ka drama suru ho jayega ki Interview me jane ka man nahi hai, isliye jan-bujh kar late kar raha hai. To main socha ki kisi tarah idhar-udhar ghum kar time bita deta hu. Aur 4 baje ghar chala jaunga. To main dhire-dhire Golghar ki taraf badhne laga. Golghar pahuch kar main Ashok ko call kiya aur usse Oppo k job k bare me puchne laga. To wo bola ki kuch nahi hai, tum kal aao apna Bio-data lekar. Acha kam hai, bas store me rahna hai aur jab customer ayega to usko mobile dikha kar usko convence karna hai mobile kharidne k liye. Koi target nahi aur Salary In-hand 10000 hai. Usse bat karne k bad main Sagar ko call kiya aur usse apni February mahine k dono Sex partner k bare me bat kar raha tha. Usse main 30 minute bat kiya. Wo bol raha tha ki bhai tera hi to luck hai. Ham log kitna try karte hai fir bhi hamlog ko nahi milta hai aur tumko to bina kuch kiye hi mil raha hai. Kher, wo to main hi janta hu ki mujhe kuch karna par raha hai ya nahi. Usse bat karne k bad Chandan ko call kiya aur job k bare me puch raha tha, usse meri jyada bat nahi hui. Uske bad main Youtube par video dekh raha tha aur dhire-dhire Shyamanagar ki taraf wapas ane laga. Jab main balu-godam pahuchne wala tha to main Guria ko call kiya, usi samay Soma ka call wait par aa raha tha to main Guria ka call kat kat Soma ko call kiya lekin usne Receive nahi kiya. Main dubara call kiya lekin wo receive nahi ki. To main dubara Guria ko call kiya aur kuch bat kar raha tha. Fir main waha se Gaurhati ghat gaya aur fir waha se wapas ane laga. Mujhe kisi tarah se time bitana tha, isliye idhar-udhar ghum raha tha. Jab 4 baj gaye aur main ghar jane laga to Soma ka call aya aur wo puch rahi ki "kothay acho. Main bola ki kaje achi. akhun ektu beriyechi khete. To wo boli ki ekhun khete berole. Eto late kore. To main bola ki na cha khete berolam. Fir wo boli ki tumi ki aaj k amake biriyani khawate parbe. To main ki kal k khele hobe na. To wo boli ki thak, chere de tomake biriyani khawate hobe na amake. Amar aj ke khawar icha ache to kal k kheye ki korbo. Fir main bol diya ki ami 7 ta asbo." Fir hamari normal bat ho rahi thi, uske bad main ghar k liye nikal gaya. Raste me hi main plan bana liya ki kaise maa se 600 rupaye nikalne hai aur kaise main abhi Ballygunge k liye niklunga. To ghar jakar main ek fake call kiya aur phone par main apne ek friend ko bata raha tha ki mujhe ab do jagah interview k liye jana hai to tu bhi chal aur sath me kam se kam 400 rupaya le lena, Registration charge. Main mobile par lagbhag 4-5 minute bat kiya aur is tarah se bat kiya ki maa ko yakin ho jaye ki main Interview k liye hi jaa raha hu aur waha mujhe 400 rupaye lagenge. Fir  main maa ko bola ki mere 600 rupaye de do. To pahle kafi na-na karne k bad wo mujhe 600 rupaye de di. Main bol diya ki rat ko 10 baje tak aunga. Fir main nikal gaya.Shyamnagar pahuch kar main ticket lekar Ballygunge k liye nikal gaya. Waha main 6:30 baje pahuch gaya. Pahuchne k bad main Chicken Biriyani liya jo ki mujhe 80 rupaye me mil gaya. Use lekar main Gariahat more ki taraf chal para. Aur sath me Soma ko bhi call kar raha tha, lekin wo call nahi receive kar rahi thi. Main 6:45 PM me Gariahat more pahuch gaya. Lekin ab bhi wo call receive nahi kar rahi thi. Main lagbhag usko ab tak 8-9 bar call kar chuka tha. Mujhe ab lag raha tha ki jaise kal main uska call receive nahi kiya tha waise hi ab wo aaj mera call receive nahi kar rahi hai. Tako mujhe pata chale ki koi jab call receive nahi karta hai to kaisa lagta hai. Main ye bhi soch raha tha ki bekar hi Biriyani kharid liya, qki agar wo call receive nahi karegi to mera Biriyani mujhe hi khana parega. Lekin 6:51 me uska call aya aur wo bol rahi thi ki Biriyani niye escho. To main ha bola. To wo boli ki thik ache, okhane e thako ami aschi. Kuch der me wo aa gayi. To ham kuch der at kiye. Fir wo Holi k liye Rang kharidi. Uska pay main hi kiya 10 rupaye. Fir wo bari kharidi 10 rupaye me. Uska pay bhi main hi kiya. Bari ko ham dono ne mil kar khaya. Fir Ice-cream kharida 10 karke do jagah. Ek uske liye aur ek mere liye. Uske bad wo bol rahi thi ki parso din na asle bole debe. To main bola ki ami asbo, ar tumi bar-bar erokom keno bolo. Tumi amake ki bhabo. To wo boli ki tumi to mithebaji no 1 na, sei jonno bollam. Fir, main bola ki 1000 taka niye asle hobe to. To wo boli ki langha nibo 350 taka, chule jonno cream nebo 600 taka. Gengi nebo. 1000 Taka modde hobe, ektu besi lagbe. Uske bad main kuch der bat karne k bad main chala gaya. Ballygunge pahuchne se pahle Kathal acha-acha mil raha tha to main 2 KG kathal liya. Uske bad Sealdah gaya to waha main Train me to baith gaya, lekin aaj train gandogol tha. Pure 1:30 ghante laga diye Shyamnagar pahuchane me. Main train me mobile ko hath me lekar so gaya tha. To Barrackpore pahuchne se pahle jab main nind me tha to ek admi ne mere muh me anardana de diya aur mere hath se mobile chin liya. Fir mere bagal wale log mujhe utha kar bol raha tha ki eto ghumale hoye na ki. Main jab nind se utha to apna mobile khojne laga. Dekha to na pocket me tha na bag me. Kisi ko bol bhi nahi sakta tha ki nind me tha to log mera mobile lekar bhag gaya. To fir samne jo admi khara tha, usne mera mobile diya. Aur bola ki erokom to keu mobile niye paliye jabe. Aur jo mere muh me anardana diya tha to main use kha raha tha. To bol raha tha ki khachcho, Hajmola. Erokom to keu Hajmola khaiye, mobile ta niye paliye jabe. Fir Shyamnagar ane wala tha to main Soma ko call kiya. Us samay 9:45 ho rahe the, lekin usne call kat diya. Fir main ghar aa khana khaya. 11:24 PM me Soma ka call aya. Main usse sirf 1 minute 25 second bat kiya uske bad pata nahi kya hua ki wo bolne lagi kii pore kotha korchi. Lekin uska call nahi aya. Uske kuch der bad papa kam se aa gaye. Aur fir wahi hamesa ki tarah maa se bat kar rahe the, ki mera sara paisa isne khatm kar diya. Ye kabhi nahi sudhar sakta, wagerah-wagerah. In logo ko burai karne k alawa ata hi kya hai. Ab in-logo ki bat karke main apne mood kharab nahi karne chahta hu. Rat k 1 baj rahe hai, main ja raha hu sone.

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Soma==09-March-2017==11:24 PM

08-March-2017

Aaj subah main utha to fir socha ki aaj interview k liye jau. Lekin hamesa ki tarah aaj bhi mera jane ka man nahi kiya aur main so kar 9 baje utha. Uthne k bad main muh dhokar net chalane laga. 11 baje main nahane chala gaya. Naha kar aane k bad main Ration Office chala gya form ko jama karne k liye. Form jama karne k bad main thora Krishna se bat kiya aur fir main Guria se 1 ghante 26 minute bat kiya. Usse bat karte-karte main ghar aa gaya. Ghar aa kar main fir se net use karne laga to 2:39 me Soma ka call aya. Main call kat diya to usne dubara call kiya. To main call kat kar usko call kiya. To fir hamare bich bat hui ki khawa hoyeche ki na. Kaje geli ki na. Ye sab normal bate ho rahi thi. Lekin jo bhi ho usko mere kam ka bahut chinta rahta hai. Jab bhi mere aur maa k bich jhagra hota hai to maa hamesa atpata kam karti hai. Jiase Locker se paisa le legi ya kuch bhi ajib kam karti hai. To aaj mera mobile, power bank aur wirless earphone ko almirah me band kar k lock kar di. Aur boli ki jab mera paisa wapas lautauge to main bhi tumhara saman lauta dungi. Jab bhi wo aisi ajib kam karti hai to main jhagra karta hu, lekin is bar main ek sabd bhi nahi bola. Jab bhi mujhe lagta tha ki ab mujhse sahan nahi ho raha hai aur ab main chilla dunga to main earphone laga kar song chalu kar deta tha, taki unki awaj na sun saku aur na hi jhagra hoga. Qki isse pahle jab main chillata tha to koi fayda nahi hota tha, ulta bad me mujhe hi manana hota tha jo kafi muskil hota hai. To kafi der drama karne k bad akhir har hi gayi. Jab main dekha ki situation thora thik hai to main kisi tarah apna mobile wapas liya. Us samay sam k 7 baj rahe the. Main dekha to Soma ka 6 Missed call aya tha. 3:53, 3:55, 4:07, 4:26, 4:27 aur 5:25 PM me. Sayad usko koi kam hoga ya kuch kharidne k liye bula rahi hogi. Lekin mere pas to mobile hi nahi tha isliye call pick nahi kar paya. Fir main usko 7 baje se lekar rat k 11 baje k bich 20 bar call kar chuka tha lekin har bar uska no swiched off aa raha tha. Jabki whatsapp par online thi, lekin fir bhi usko whatsapp nahi kar sakta tha. Agar karta to wo waha bhi mujhe block kar deti. Ab dekhna ye hai ki kab uska no on hota hai aur kab main usse bat kar pata hu. Main to soch liya hu ki jaise hi wo call receive karegi to main direct bol dunga ki main Friday ya saturday ko tumhare liye churidar kharidne k liye aa raha hu. Sayad isse wo man jaye. Ab dekhte hai ki kya hota hai. Main rat ko 11 baje k bad bhi usko 11:30 tak call karta raha. Lekin uska no band hi aa raha tha. Fir rat ko wo khud hi 11:36 me call ki. Mujhe laga ki gussa karegi, lekin hamari normal bate ho rahi thi. Bas jab main kah raha tha ki kaje besto chilam sei jonno call tulte pelam na to wo bol rahi thi ki “ami jani to, sokh ta mite geche to. Abar theke kaj thakbe, hazar khana bhul hobe.” Main bola ki emon kichu na. Amake emon bhabo na. Fir main usko bataya ki main saturay ko sam ko aunga usko gift dene k liye. Lekin wo kah rahi thi ki 5-6 hajar rupaye lekar ane k liye. Ek to itne rupaye me pata nahi wo kya kharidegi  aur dusri bat ki ye amount kafi jyada the. Fir bhi main usko is bare me jyada kuch nahi bola ki ho sakta hai ye ek majak ho aur ye bhi ho sakta hai ki ye ek sach ho. Pata nahi ab mera agla kadam kya hoga. Mere hisab se ab mujhe ye sab band kar dena chahiye qki jo mujhe chahiye thaw o to mujhe mil chuka hai aur agar mujhe ye sab continue rakhne k liye itne sare paise lagenge to kaise chalega. Kher abhi to main ja raha hu sone. Kal mujhe interview k liye jana hai. Aur Saturday ane me abhi 2 din baki hai. In 2 dino me main decide kar lunga ki mujhe age ab kya karna hai. Is sex game ko age badhana hai ya ise yahi stop karna hai.

Guria==08-March-2017==12:27 PM

Soma==08-March-2017==02:40 PM

Soma==08-March-2017==11:36 PM

Soma==08-March-2017==11:43 PM

07-March-2017

Aaj mera nind 8 baje hi khul gaya tha, lekin main bed par aise hi leta hua tha. Fir kuch der bad dekha ki hamesa ki tarah maa aur papa mere bare me burai kar rahe the. Ki kuch kam nahi karta hai, din bhar baitha rahta hai ETC…. Main ye kahta hu ki jitna time aap meri burai karne me lagate hai agar utna time aap mere sath spent kare aur sari problem sare kare to koi rasta nikle. Lekin kya kare in logo k pas to extra ordinary dimag hai. Kher, uske bad main fir se so gaya aur 10:30 baje utha. Uth kar socha ki ek bar Soma ko call kar lu. Lekin fir socha ki wo 11 baje jab apne shop par jayegi to use call kar lungi. Fir main uth kar muh dhokar nahane chala gaya. Jab naha kar aya to maa gayi nahane k liye aur time bhi 11:30 ho raha tha to ekdum perfect time tha Soma se bat karne k liye. Main usko call kiya lekin uska no swiched off aa raha tha. Fir main socha ki aaj Interview k liye chala jata hu, lekin fir socha ki itna late ho gaya h, chor kal chala jaunga. Uske bad main Youtube par car learning ki video dekhne laga. Uske bad main socha ki Ration card ka kam kar hi deta hu. To main 1 baje nikal gaya Ration office k liye. Raste me main aalu-kabli khane laga isliye mujhe Ration office jane me late ho gaya. Jab main aalu-kabli kha raha tha to main Soma ko dubara call kiya lekin uska no swiched off aa raha tha. Fir main jab Ration office gaya to pata chala ki main late hu. Qki 1:30 baje tak hi form jama hota hai. To main ghar k liye nikal gaya aur raste me fir se Soma ko call kiya lekin uska no fir se Swiched off aa raha tha. Uske bad main ghar aakar khana kha kar so gaya. Sam ko Krishna aa kar mujhe uthaya aur fir paisa dekar apna saman le gaya. Jab wo aya to main uske sath kal wali bat share kiya. Kuch der bad hamesa ki tarah maa fir se uske samne ram-kahani suru kar di. Aur rone lagi. Mujhe to samajh me nahi aata hai ki kaise sabke samne rone ka natak kar leti hai. Mujhe to real me bhi kisi k samne rone me sharm aati hai. Bihar se aye huye kitne din huye aur jhagra suru hai. Jab Bihar me PC k sath ma aka jhagra hua to papa thik hi kah rahe the ki maa ki galti hogi. Qki isko to jab tak jhagra nah o iske pet ka pani nahi pachta hai. Fir pata nahi Krishna maa ka hi side le raha tha. Bad me usne bataya ki bhai sorry, aunty k samne natak karne para. Usne bola ki bhai abhi to time hai masti karne ka, agar abhi masti nahi kiya to kab karega. Wo bol raha tha ki bhai agar call karna hoga to ghar se bahar nikal k call kar lena. Ya dusra room me chala jana. Dekh, bhai teri mummy purine jamane ki hai to unko ye sab ajeeb lagega hi. Ye sab bol kar wo chala gaya. Uske jane k bad main Soma ko dubara call kiya lekin uska no av v band tha, jabki wo whatsapp par aaj 3 bar online ho chuki thi. Aaj usko din-bhar me main lagbhag 5-6 bar call kar chuka tha. Lekin sabhi bar uska no band hi aa raha tha. Mujhe ab lag raha tha ki kahi main kal uska call kat diya to uske wajah se to gussa nahi hai. Qki jab main uska call kat diya to uske bad jab usne mujhe call kiya to boli ki khana kha liya to so jao. Ye bol kar call kat di. Pata nahi mujhe kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Agar ye kam wo pahle karti to, definetly mujhe sak hota ki wo sirf paise ki bhukhi hai. Qki jab usko paise ki jarurat hoti hai to mujhe call karti hai aur jab kam nikal jata hai to call bhi nahi leti hai ki kahi main fir se Sex ki bat na suru kar du. Lekin ab to main uske sath Sex kar chuka hu. To ab wo aisa q kar rahi hai mujhe kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai. Lekin ab mujhe to itna viswas ho gaya hai ki wo ye sab sirf paise ki bhukh se nahi kar rahi hai. Iske alawa uske pas Sex ki bhi bhuki hai. Qki jab main kal uske sath Sex kar raha tha to main dekha tha. Lekin pata nahi ab kya ho gaya jo no band kar k rakhi hai. Main usko 9 baje bhi call kiya ki sayad bus me hogi to no on ki hogi. Lekin us samay bhi no band tha. Fir main rat ko 11 baje usko call kiya ki sayad av ghar me hogi to bat ho payegi lekin us samay bhi no band hi tha. Fir main usko 11:17 me call kiya to uska no on tha. To main usko bola ki “No ta bondo ache keno, sokal bela theke. To wo boli ki besi question korbe na. Sorir ta bhalo na. Main bola ki sorir ta ekhun thik ache, dokane gechile. ETC… “ Ye sab bat karne k bad usne call kat diya. Fir main net par kam karne laga. Uske bad papa aye aur fir wahi hua jo hamesa hota hai. Maa aur papa bolne lage, mere sapno pe pani pher diya is larke ne. Kitna sapna socha tha kid hum-dham se sadi karenge aur ye to kisi larki k chakkar me para hai Mujhe to in logo ki soch par taras ati hai, ki kitni ghatiya soch hai in logo ki. Ye log jaisa sochte hai us hisab se agar koi kuch nab hi karna chahe to paresan hokar kar baithe. Ujjwal Patni ka kahna tha ki jisne bulb banaya use uske principal ne school se ye kah kar nikal diya ki apka beta mand budhdhi hai, ham ise apne school me nahi padha sakte. Aap ise apne ghar me padhaiye. To us samay uski maa ne ye kaha ki aap jhuth bol rahi hai mera beta mand budhdhi nahi hai. Aur aaj dekhiye unhone kitna bara awiskar kiya. Agar uski maa ye soch leti ki mera beta mand budhdhi hai to wo uske sath waisa hi behavier karti. Aur wo na chahte hue bhi mand budhdhi ho jata. Usi tarah aap agar kisi insan ko ek hi bat k liye bar-bar paresan karenge to ho sakta hai ki wo insan na chahte hue bhi wo kam kar le. Main sirf ek larki se bat kiya to ye log ab ajib-ajib bate karne lage hai. Agar ek pal k liye main man bhi lu ki main apni girlfriend se bat kar raha tha to kya ho gaya. Kisi se pyar karna koi galat bat hai kya. Bhagwan Sri Krishan ne bhi pyar kiya, Bare-bare celebrity jaise Amitabh Bachchan, Abhisek Bachchan, Rishi Kapoor in sab ne bhi Love Marriage kiya to in logo k parents to in logo ko kabhi kuch nahi kahe. Are Masti, Grand Masti aur Great Grand Masti movies me dikhaya gaya hai ki un logo ki sadi ho jati hai phir bhi bahar ghumte rahte hai ki kahi se koi mil jaye jiske sath masti kar sake. Aur hame jab mil raha hai to ham q na masti kare. In logo k man me bas dahej ki bat hai. Pata nahi hamare desh k log kab jagrukh honge aur kab in sab ghatiya chijo se hamara dimag hatega. Are jab aap jindgi bhar kam karke aone sapno ko pura nahi kar paye to fir dusro k paise par q raj karna chahte hai. Aur aisi soch sirf in jaise logo k pas hoti hai. Qki in logo k pas padhai ka gyan nahi hai. Isliye hi kahte hai ki thora padhai kar leni chahiye taki aap bhi khus rahe aur dusro ko bhi khus rahne de. Inke jagah par agar abhi Amitabh Bachchan ya Ujjwal Patni ya koi bhi educated persion hota to aisa kabhi nahi sochta. Qki pahli bat to Love karna koi galat kam nahi hai aur dusri bat main sirf apne friend se bat kar raha tha. In logo k hisab se Ek larka aur ek larki me dosti nahi ho sakti hai. In dono k bich ya to GF, BF ka relation ho sakta hai ya fir Husband Wife ka. Main to dekha hu bahut se Friend (Boy & Girl) jab milte hai to ek dusre ko hug karte hai. Main kv-kv sochta hu ki wo kam agar koi inke samne kar de to phir to kamayat hi aa jayega. Kher, ab in topic k upar main jitna bhi kahunga kam hi hoga qki in topic k bare me kahne k liye mere pas bahut kuch hai. Lekin kal mujhe interview me jana hai to main ab ja raha hu sone. Good Night.

Soma==07-March-2017==11:17 PM

06-March-2017

Kal rat ko to maa se jhagra karne k bad main so gaya. Subah jab utha to maa mujhse bat nahi kar rahi thi aur naa main hi bat kar raha tha. Fir main Sourav ko call kiya aur usko bola ki koi job hai to bata. To Usne pahle bola Aegis me jane k liye, fir bola ka Rashmi bulding me data entry ka kam chal raha hai to tu waha chala ja. Fir use bat karne k bad main socha ki aaj hi interview k liye chala jata hu. Lekin kuch der bad Soma ka call aya. Wo boli ki “Kothay acho. Kaje gele na. Main bola ki na jabo kaje. Fir wo boli ki ooo kaje jacho tahole to kono kotha e na. Thik ache jao kaje. Fir main bola ki na tumi Jodi bolbe tahole kaje jabo na, bolo kono kaj chilo. To wo boli ki aaj k 1:30 aste parbe. Main bola ki kono kaj ache. To wo boli ki j kaj ta bole chilam 2 tarike otai kaj ache. To main bola ki thik ache aschi. To wo boli ki Sarsuna asbe, ar aj k natak korbe na. Jodi na aste paro tahole amake bole debe. Main bola thik ache.” Ye bolne k bad main apne kam me lag gaya qki jab wo call ki to 9:30 ho raha tha aur mere ghar se Sarsuna 3 ghante ka rasta hai. Fir main muh dhoya, nahaya. Ye sab karte-karte mujhe 10:40 ho gaya. Main ghar se nikala bag lekar taki ghar me sabhi ko lage ki main Interview k liye jar aha hu. Station pahuchne k bad main ticket lene k liye machine ki taraf badha. Qki agar apna kam hota hai to alag bat hoti hai lekin aaj agar main late ho gaya to fir mujhe wo kabhi nahi milega qki main already 2 tarik ko uska viswas tor chuka hu. Lekin machine par ek pagal admi tha, usko machine chala nahi aa raha tha, ab wo na to khud ticket le pa raha tha na kisi aur ko lene de raha tha. Thori der k bad main jhagra kar k ticket le kar chala gaya. Lekin uske is chakkar me mera Galloping train nikal gaya wo bhi sirf 20 sec k liye. Fir main local train se sealdah gaya, jo ki lagbhag 1:30 ghante me mujhe sealdah pahuchaya. Main Sealdah 12:30 me pahucha. Jab souch Sealdah gaya to dekha ki Budge-budge train 12:15 me hi nikal gaya hai. Mujhe fir us aadmi par gussa aya ki agar wo us samay natak nahi karta to main Galloping train pakar pata aur fir main is Budge-budge ko v pakar pata. Lekin ab jab train nikal hi gaya hai to 12:35 me Diamond Harbour pakar kar main Ballygunge gaya aur fir waha se Behala k liye main Auto pakra. Wo 20 rupaya me mujhe Behala pahucha diya. Auto se utarne par mujhe soma ka call aya to main bol diya ki ami ekhun Chowrasta tea chi. To wo boli ki Sarsuna te ek ta school ache okhane theke ektu pichone asle ek ta monaleesa salon ache oi rasta dhore sojha asbe. Tar pore amake call korbe ami bole debo. Fir main ek aur auto pakar kar chowrasta gaya. Ab tak kafi late ho gaya tha to soma ka fir se call aya to “main bola ki auto ta ekhun chere che. Fir wo gussa ho gayi aur bolne lagi ki tomake aste hobe na, bari chole jao.” Fir main usko lagatar call kar raha tha to bar-bar wo call receive kar k yahi bol rahi thi. Aur ek samay aya jab wo call katna suru kar di. Main sochne laga ki sayad mera ana bekar ho gaya. Lekin main Sarsuna pahucha to uska call aya fir boli ki “kothay acho. To main bola ki Sarsuna te achi. To wo boli ki okhane e bose thako. Fir wo kafi gusse k bad mujhe rasta batayi to main waha gaya” Lekin Rasta batane k bad bhi mujhe kafi takleef hui ghar khojne me Is bich uska 2-3 bar call aa gaya tha lekin main bar-bar call kat de raha tha Fir main jab uske bataye jagah par pahucha to usko call kiya fir wo boli ki jekhane bullet ache okhane aso. Main waha gaya to wo dur se hi call pe mujhe kah rahi ki ei dike takao. Fir main use dekha aur ghar k andar chala gaya. Ghar jane k bad wo boli ki tumi to amake case khaiye debe. Are to late kore escho, kobe korbe kaj ta. Fir main pani piya jo ki freeze ka ekdum thanda pani tha. Ghar me Zee tv chalu tha. Pani pine k bad main usse bat karne laga to boli ki kotha kom bolo time onek kom acho. Je kaj ta korte escho ota koro. Fir main usko kiss karne laga fir usko bola sone k liye, to wo so gayi. Aur main usko kiss karne laga fir uske kapre ko khol kar uske boobs ko dabaya, fir uske bra ko upar karke uske boobs ko dabaya fir chusa. Jab main hath niche le ja raha to wo bar-bar mera hath rok le rahi thi. Fir main uske boobs ko kafi der chusa fir wo mera shirt kholi aur fir apne sare kapre utar kar nangi mere pas aa gayi. Main bhi ab apne sare kapre pahan kar nanga ho gaya. Fir wo mera Land pakar kar apne boor me ghusa di aur main usko chodne laga. Jab main uske boobs chus raha tha ya usko chod raha tha to wo aisi siskariyan le rahi thi aur mujhe pakar rakhi thi ki usse pata chal raha tha ki usko Sex ki kitni bhukh thi. Kher, main usko kafi der choda lekin mera pani nahi nikla. Wo thak gayi thi aur uske friend k ane ka time v ho gay tha to hame ab hanta para. Fir ham dono apne-apne kapre pahne. Mujhe ab bas is bat ka dar tha ki wo satisfy hui ya nahi, qki agar wo satisfy nahi hui to dubara mujhe nahi bulaygi. Aur jab main bol raha tha ki moja pele to wo aisi attitude se bol rahi thi ki “he, onek moja peyechi” Isse mujhe lag raha tha ki pata nahi ki satisfy hui ya nahi. Jane ke samay main usko 500 diya aur fir pani piya. Jane k pahle main usko fir se kiya aur boobs daba kar ghar k liye nikal gaya. Wo boli ki jawar somoy ae dike odike takabe na, nahole loke sak korbe. Fir main Sarsuna more aakar auto se Chowrasta chala gaya. Aur fir 3D/1 se Sealdah chala gaya. Aur fir main jab 5 baje Tony Telecom k pas pahucha to Soma ka call aya. Fir main usse normally bat kar raha tha aur ham lagbhag 21 minute bat kiye. Wo bol rahi thi ki wow aha se ghar jakar so gayi qki uski tabiyat thik nahi thi. Aur av fir so jayegi. Mujhe rat ko call karegi. Main usko ha to bol diya lekin fir soch raha tha ki rat ko to ek musibat mere ghar me hi hai. Pahle jab man karta tha to kisi se bhi jab man karta tha bat kar leta tha lekin ab ek musibat hai. Fir bhi main usko bol diya ki rat ko 11 ta call korbe. To wo boli ki time bolte parbo na ami jokhun time pabo call korbo. Main bola thik ache aur fir hamari bat khatm hui. Aur fir main ghar aa gaya. Fir main Youtube par video dekha, khana khaya aur uske bad main dubara apne computer par kam karne lag gaya. Jab rat k 10 baj gaye to mujhe nind aane lagi jabki main rat ko 12 baje ya 2 baje sota hu. Lekin fir bhi soya nahi qki agar Soma ka call aa gaya to maa k pas to bat nahi kar sakta hu. Qki main jab ek clean friendship ki bat karta hu to itna hangama hota hai to fir agar main Soma se bat karunga to pata nahi kya ho jayega. Qki Soma se to main wo sab bhi bat kar leta hu. Kher, kisi tarah rat k 11 baje lekin usi samay maa jag gayi. Fir Soma ka call aya to main receive to kiya lekin hello, hello bol kar kat diya. Qki maa samne hi thi. Fir jab maa chali gayi to main usko dubara call kiya to usne kat diya. Main dubara call kiya to wo receive kar k boli ki ami pore call korchi. Fir main wait kar raha tha ki kab wo call karegi. To usne mujhe 11:30 me call kiya, to main receive kiya. Wo boli ki “khawa hoye geche to. Main bola ki ha. To wo boli ki thik ache ghumiye poro.” Bol kar call kat di. Main dubara usko ye soch kar call nahi kiya ki kahi wo gussa na ho jaye. Fir main  jakar so gaya.

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Soma==06-March-2017==11:22 PM

05-March-2017

Aaj subah uthte hi pata nahi kis bat pe maa aur mera jhagra ho gaya. Fir main aram se 10:30 me uth kar muh dhone k bad shaving karne k liye chala gaya, qki aaj mujhe sam ko sadi me jani thi. Shaving karwa k ane k bad ghar me kuch khane ko nahi tha. To main dudh aur chura kha liya. Uske bad main apne computer par kam karne lag gaya. Sam ko maa nahi thi. Wo bari maa k sath Bijita k liye larka dekhne gaye the. Aur papa soye huye the to main apna cycle le kar use thik karwane k liye chala gaya. Paidal main Ashok nagar gaya aur fir waha cycle thik karwane k bad usko lekar ghar ane laga. Us samay sam k 6 baj rahe honge. Main socha ki jaldi chalta hu mujhe sadi bhi attend karni hai. Lekin jab ghar ata hu dekhta hu ki papa abhi bhi soye huye hai aur maa av-av ghar aa rahi hai. Us samay 7 baj rahe the. Fir main dubara internet use karne kag gaya. Rat ko 9 baje ye log Chappal kharidne k liye nikle. Main bola ki thora jaldi aiyega qki mujhe joro ki bhukh lagi hai. Tab tak maa aur meri bat start ho gayi thi. Rat ko ye log 10 baje ghar aye. Mera ab jane ka man nahi kar raha tha lekin maa ne kaha ki kya hua late ho gaya to, chal. To main chala gaya. Waha mere kafi sare friend mile to ham kafi enjoy kiye. Aur fir main Soma ko Whatsapp me hi bola. To uska reply aya ki “abar block kore debo. Baron korle sono na.” Fir waha sunil mila to main apni sari story uske sath sare kiya. Usne bola ki acha to hai, maje kar. Uske bad main uske sath hi khane lag gaya. Jab main kha kar utha to papa, mummy kane k liye baithe. Aur uske kuch der bad Soma ka call aya. Wo bol rahi thi ki “tomake ek bolle sono na tumi. Ebar erokom block korbo j kono din e unblock korbo na. Main bola ki sorry, er por theke whatsapp e msg pathabo na.” Fir main dubara apne friend k sath masti karne lag gaya. Rat ho gaya tha isliye sab apne-apne ghar jane lage the. Fir papa, mummy ka khana bhi ho gaya tha. Us samay rat k 12 baj rahe the. Fir hamlog ghar aa gaye. Jab hamlog sone gaye to Riya ka call aa gaya. Ye wahi hai jiska no main Aircel se nikal kar usko call kiya tha. Wo bol rahi thi ki 31 rupaye ka recharge karna hai wo bhi main balance se. Please batao na ki kaise hoga. To main usko bola ki kal k sokale bolle hobe na. To wo request karne lagi ki abhi hi jarurat hai. Please batao na. To main net se search kar ke usko bata diya ki ye sirf retailer se hi recharge ho sakta hai. To fir main bola ki thik ache, tahole rakhchi. To hamari kafi dino se bat nahi ho rahi thi to wo boli ki ektu kotha kore na. Ghum asche na sei jonno kotha bolchi. To main bhi bat karne lag gaya. Ham log kafi der bat kiye, fir maa uth kar chillane lag gayi, ki itni rat ko kisse bat kar raha hai. Duniya me larka kam ho gaya hai jo larki se bat kar raha hai. Aur bhi bahut kuch bolne lag gayi. Main kuch nahi bola, chup-chap call kat kar whatsapp chalane lag gaya. Usme bhi santi nahi thi, chillaye ja rahi thi aur bol rahi thi mobile band band kar k chup-chap soge ki nahi. Tab mera dimag garam hua aur main bhi chillane lag gaya ki ab call kat diya na ab please shant raho. Mujhe to ajib lag raha hai ki in logo k soch par ki aaj-kal k jamane me bhi ye log aisa kaise soch sakte hai. Ek larka aur ek larki dosti q nahi kar sakte hai. Main sirf ek larki se bat kiya to itna bara hungama kar rahe hai. Abhi k time me to ek larka aur ek larki jab kafi time k bad milte hai to ek dusre ko hug karte hai, agar aisa koi seen in logo k samne ho jaye to ye log to pagal hi ho jayenge. Main is bare me ab kya kahu, jitna kahunga utna hi kam hoga. Bas itna kahna chahunga ki jaise ham apne mobile ki app ko update karte hai waise hi hame apne aap ko samay k hisab se update karte rahna chahiye. Jisse ki ham apne vichar kisi dusre par na thope. Meri maa kah rahi thi ki ham log kya apni life nahi bitaye hai. Hamlog to kabhi kisi larke ko aankh bhi utha kar nahi dekhte the. Ye mobile sab ko bigar raha hai. To main usne bare me ye kahna chahunga ki aap log kaise apni life bitaye ye dipend nahi karta hai abhi time kaisa chal raha hai ye depend karta hai. Agar koi aadi-manav aakar kahe ki ham to nange rahte the tum bhi nange raho to kya ham nange rahne lagenge. Aap log k time me to Mobile bhi nahi hota tha aur na hi Internet hota tha. Fir aap log q mobile use karte hai aur internet par bhi depend rahte hai. Aaj papa ko kuch problem hoti hai ya maa ko bhi kuch problem hoti hai to q internet ki yaad ati hai. Aap log k time me to ye sab tha hi nahi fir aap q isko use karna chahte hai. Agar inke jaisa sab ki soch hoti to ham sab aaj aadi-manav hi hote. Qki ham kuch naya karne ki sochte hi nahi. Aur iske sath hi hamare samaj me job hi galat parthaye thi jaise sati pratha ETC….. Wo bhi chalti hi rahti. Qki inlogo k hisab se job hi hamare purvaj kar k chale gaye hai wo hame bhi karna hoga. Main iske bare me aur kuch bolna nahi chahta hu. Jitna bolunga bolta hi rahunga. Ab dekhte hai ki kal kaun sa naya drama hota hai.

04-March-2017

Aaj subah main thora late se utha tha, qki mujhe pata tha ki mujhe to interview k liye jana nahi hai. To late se uthne k bad main fresh hua. To maa boli ki Ration le aao. To main apne sath cycle bhi le liya ki Ration bhi le lunga aur cycle jiska ek side ka loha tut gaya tha usko bhi welding karwa dunga. To jab Main Ration lene gaya to usne purine card par Ration dene se mana kar diya. To main Ration card ka Xerox karwa kar Ration shop se stamp lagwa liya, taki fir use Ration office me jama kar saku. Uske bad main nikal para apne cycle ko thik karwane k liye. Garulia me to kahi nahi mila aur na hi Pincle me aisi koi dukan mili. Jisse bhi puchta tha to bolte the ki thora age hai. Thora-thora karte-karte main Ashok nagar pahuch gaya. Waha mujhe jo shop mili usne kaha ki sam ko lekar ana. Fis main ghar k liye nikal gaya, qki time bhi bahut jyada ho gayi thi aur mujhe nahana bhi tha. Jab main Sondla tank wale cyber café k pas pahucha to maa call aya ki kaha hai to main bol diya ki nahane k liye pani bhar do, main cycle k chakkar me yaha aa gaya isliye late ho jaunga. Fir main jab Mother Diary dukan k pas pahucha to waha main Ganne ka ras pine laga. Us samay 12:20 ho raha tha to Soma ka call aya. To main usko bolne laga ki “amake ek ta last chance dao, please. Ami jani j amar bhul hoyeche. Kintu er por theke bhul hobe na. Fir wo boli ki tomar jonno to amar oi bandhobi sathe relation ta kharab hoye geche. Main bola ki tumi Jodi chao ami tomar bandhobi k taka diye dichchi.” Fir ye sab bate karte huye main ghar aa gaya. Ghar ane par uska dubara call aur is samay wo mujhko bol rahi thi aaj ane k liye aur usko 1000 rupees dene k liye jo uski friend ne usse charge kiya tha. Fir main ha bol diya aur nahane chala gaya. Nahane k bad main khana khaya aur lagbhag 5 baje nikal gaya. Wo mujhko boli thi ki aj college k pas nahi ane k liye, qki bar-bar log dekhenge to usko sak ho jayega. Fir main Ballygunge pahuch kar paidal City mart k pas gaya aur usko call kiya. Lekin usko khojne me mujhe kafi problem hui qki bich me uska mobile bhi band ho gaya tha. Fir jab uska mobile on hua to wo fir se gussa karne lagi ki tu baric hole ja. Tomake aste hobe na. Isi bich main usko dekh liya aur usko jakar mila. Uske bad wo apne kutte k liye chiken kharidne chali gayi aur main uske sath-sath chalne laga. Saman lene k bad ham chai piye. Waha wo mujhko bol rahi thi ki agar ham hotel me jayenge to waha police ka khatra rahta hai. Kabhi bhi rate ho sakta hai aur ham dono fas sakte hai. Uske bad wo boli ki jaha ham jane wale hai waha uski friend apne husband k sath rahti hai. Aur wo paise k karan kisi tarah apne husband ko pata kar bahar le jayegi aur hamara kam ho jayega. Uske bad main usko 1000 diya aur uske sath raste me chalne laga. Jab uska dukan ane wala tha to main waha se chala gaya. Fir main jab train me tha to uska call aya to main bol diya ki main abhi train me hu. Aur Fir kuch der k bad Rahul ka call aya, lekin main usko aaj k bare me kuch bhi nahi bataya. Main jab ghar aa gaya to dubara Soma ka call aya, fir main usse kuch der bat karne k bad so gaya.

03-March-2017

Aaj kamal ho gaya, jo aaj se pahle kv nahi hua tha. Aaj main 12 baje sone gaya to main 4 baje tak apni karwat badalta raha lekin nind nahi aa raha tha. To main uth kar mobile me game khelne laga aur gane sunne laga. Lekin nind ekdum nahi ayi, jabki kal main din ko soya v nahi tha. Sayad kal jo itna acha chance chor diya uska asar hai. Kher, ab dekhte hai ki aaj wo manti hai ya no ko black list me dal deti hai. Ye to waqt hi batayega.

02-March-2017

Aaj subah 7:30 baje maa ka call aya ki wo abhi Bhadreswar station me hai aur rickshaw me baithe h Babughat ane k liye. Main kuch der wait karne k bad unko lane k liye Babughat chala gaya. Unko ghar ate-ate 9 baj gaye. Mujhe ab mera plan fail hota nazar aa raha tha. Fir main fresh hua, to maa boli ki bazar se sabji le aao. Bazar se ate-ate mujhe 11 baj gaye. Fir main MI ka 20000 power bank aur Tagg Inferno ka wireless earphone liya tha flipkart se wo aa gaya to main uska delivery le raha tha. Fir nahane chala gaya. Ye sab karte-karte 12 baj gaye. Ab to main confirm ho gaya tha ki aaj ka mera plan cancel ho gaya tha. Lekin daily ki tarah mujhe bar-bar uski yad nahi aa rahi thi sayad ye mere family k aa jane se ho sakta hai. Kher, 12 baje nahate-nahate Soma ka call aya wo puch rahi thi ki kothay asle. Main usko bola ki aaj to amar baba-maa esche sei jonno ami aste parlam na. Sorry. To wo boli ki er por theke amake kono din call korbe na ar oi sob niye kotha bolbe na. Tomar jonno ami dokan theke besi chuti niye chilam. Bol kar call kat di. uske bad main usko call karne ki bahut kosis ki lekin wo call receive nahi ki. Fir main lagbhag 4 baje ye bat Guria ko bataya. Actually Guria ko main sari bate batata hu, Sex se related bate bhi. To ye bat bhi batayi. To hamesa ki tarah is bar bhi bol rahi thi ki dekh dipu tum apni had par kar rahe ho. Main bar-bar bol rahi hu ki in sab chakkaro se dur raho. Khas karte Bengali se to dur hi rahna. Tum jante nahi aisi larkiyo ko. Ye Tumko bad me fasa sakti hai, aur bhi bahut kuch bol rahi thi. Is bat par ham 15-20 minute bat kiye. Fir wo boli ki jab main krishna k sath relation me thi tab to tum mujhe bahut bol rahe the aur tumhari bat man kar main apna relation v tor di. Jabki hamare bich aisa kuch nahi tha. Kher, mujhe jo bolna tha main bol di hu baki age tumhari life hai tum khud hi decision lo. To main usko promise kiya ki main tumko promise karta hu ab se ye sab kam nahi karunga. Fir wo apne collage chali gayi admission karwane k liye 3rd year me. Aur main Youtube par Emotional Atyachaar dekhne laga. Uske bad sam ko 6 baje khana khane k bad bazar gaya kapra aur chappal kharidne k liye. Lekin thrusday k karan bazar band tha to main Guria ka 89 ka recharge karwa kar wapas aa gaya. Fir ghar aakar sab so gaye. Aur main hamesa ki tarah net use kar raha tha. To 11:20 me Soma ka call aya. Wo sirf itna bolne k liye call ki thi ki tumi aaj k jeta korecho, onek kharab korecho. Tomar jonno ami ami dokan jete parlam na ar jar bari niyechi okhan theke u ekta lojja bepar hoye geche. Main bola ki kal k bari joto bhara bole chilo seta ami tomake diye debo. To wo boli ki taka oto jor dekhabe na. Ami sudhu eta jonno call korlam j er por theke tumi amake call korbe na ar oi sob kotha niye bolbe na. Main dubara call ki to wo boli ki bangla kotha bujho na na ki. Bol kar call kat di aur apna mobile swiched off kar di. Din bhar se main is bare me nahi soch raha tha lekin av bat hone ke bad main sochne laga ki main already 1400 rupaya de chuka tha to 1000 aur dekar q nahi main apna pahla Sex experience liya. Mujhe us samay apne ap par bahut gussa aa raha tha. Aur mujhe ab 99% lag raha tha ki ab wo mujhse bat nahi karegi aur jyada call karne se no ko blacklist me dal degi. Qki paisa nahi deta tha ya sari nahi deta tha to wo alag matter tha lekin uska asli maksad jo tha mujhse bat karne ka wo Sex ka tha. Qki pahle hi din wo mujhe Sex k liye offer ki thi. Aur wahi main usko nahi diya. To sayad ab bahut kam chance h ki mera usse ab bat ho. Lekin jab bhi bat hogi to main kafi use manaunga taki wo man jaye aur main uske sath Sex ka maza le saku. Main janta hu ki main Guria ko promise kiya hu, lekin experince v lena jaruri tha. To dekhte hai ki ab wo mera call kv receive karti hai ya nahi. kal usko dopah 12 baje call karunga, agar nahi receive karegi to fir rat 11 baje call karunga. Dekhte h age kya hota hai. Kash ki aaj main chal jata to atleast pahla Sex experience mil jata. Main isse aur jayada Sex isliye karna chahta hu ki ye koi Call girl nahi hai aur apne husband se kafi dino se dur hai to iska tight bhi hai. Aur sadi ho jane k karan ye experince v hai jo mere jaise beginer k liye achi bat hoti hai. Ab to bas wo kisi tarah man jaye bas, is bar wo jab bulayegi jaha bulayegi main chala jaunga. bas wo ek bar man jaye. To ab main sone ja raha hu, Dekhte hai ki kal kya hota hai.

01-March-2017

Aaj main subah 8 baje utha, lekin pata nahi office jane ka man nahi kar raha tha to main subah uth kar v office nahi gaya. 10 baje k bad satta da ka call v ane laga. Unka bahut bar call aya lekin main ek v call receive nahi kiya. Fir main 12 baje Bank gaya paisa withdrawal karne k liye. Bank me kafi line thi jiske wajah se mujhe kafi late ho gaya bank me. Bank me jab main line me khara tha to Soma ka call aya aur wo kah rahi thi ki kal k tumi bol chile j ami bujhe gechi. Tahole ki bujhe gecho tumi. Main bola ki ami akhun bank e achi, pore kotha korchi. To wo call kat di. Phir main ghar aya to lagbhag 3 baje uska call aur wo phir se wahi bat bol rahi thi ki kal ki bol chile j bujhe gechi. To main bola ki etai j er por theke tumi amake call korbe na. Wo boli ki na tumi onno kichu bolte chai chile. Main bola ki na emon kichu nei. Fir wo boli ki amar ek ta kaj ache, kore debe. Ye bat sun kar mujhe laga ki acha kam h isliye call ki hai mujhko. Main socha ki kam karunga ya nahi pahle sun leta hu ki kam kya hai. To main boli ki, ki kaj ache. To wo boli ki na chere dao main force kiya to wo boli ki kal k tumi asbe. Main bola ki, ki kaj ache. To wo boli ki kal k amar sathe kaj korbe. Uska matlab Sex se tha. Main turant se ha kah diya, qki jis kam k liye main itne dino se uske piche paisa kharch kar raha hu aaj jab wo mil raha hai to usko q choru. Fir thori der bat karne k bad mujhe boli ki pore kotha korbo. Fir sam ko call kari ki kal k 1:30 modde chole aste parbe to. Ye sab bate ho rahi thi. Us samay ham kafir der bat kiye, fir wo boli ki rate phone korbo. Rat ko uska call aya aur wo bol rahi thi 1 ghonta modde sob kichu hoye jabe to. Kemo ki ase to suye porbe na. Kotha korbe, jama pant khulte time lagbe na. To main bola ki jodi 1 ghonta theke besi time lagle kono somosya nei to. Na kono somosya hobe na kintu 2 ghonta theke besi dite parbo na. Uske bad wo bol rahi thi ki kintu ami biye-thiye korte parbo na. R eta korar por tumi amar sathe kotha bolbe na keno ki amar onek headek hoye jache To main bola ki emon keno bolcho. To wo boli ki thik ache, kintu kal k jodi bhalo kore na korte paro ar amar mood jodi kharab hoye tahole tomar sathe kono din kotha bolbo na. Kal hame Sarsuna jana tha, jaha wo apne friend k ghar me ye sab karne wali thi. Uska friend kisi kam se us din k bahar gayi hui thi. Lekin wo bol rahi thi 1 ghante ya jo v time lagega uske liye jiska ghar h wo 1000 rupees charge kar raha hai. Mera itna charge dene ka man to nahi kar raha tha but fir bhi ha kah diya. Fir hamlog yahi sab plan kar k so gye. Main socha ki kal papa aur mummy to subah-subah aa jayenge to main 10 baje aram se niklunga aur 1 baje tak waha pahuch jaunga.

28-February-2017

Aaj main subah 5:45 me hi uth gya. Lekin bed par leta hua tha aur apne aap ko kosh raha tha ki q main kal Soma k dusre no par call kiya. Bar-bar Soma ka whatsapp check kar raha tha ki kab wo online ho aur mera msg aur audio file dekhe jo kal rat ko maine use send kiya tha. Lekin uska last seen bar-bar kal rat 10:57 tak ka hi dikha raha tha. Main usko call v nh kar sakta tha. Qki ek to uska dimag pahle se garam tha aur kahi call kiya to mamla kahi aur jyada na bigar jaye. Kal usne mujhko kaha tha ki jokhun amar matha thanda hobe tokhun call korbo. Matha ta thanda hobe ki hobe na ami nije jani na. Mujhe isi bat ka dar h ki kahi wo agar paise k liye mera use kar rahi hogi to definitely uska dimag kabhi thanda nh hoga aur na hi wo ab mujhe call karegi. Kher, abhi 7:16 ho raha h to main ab chalta hu fresh hone. Uske bad mujhe office v jana h. Dekhte h ki uska call ata h ya nh. Agar call aa gaya to main usko biriyani k liye offer karunga qki usko biriyani bahut pasand h to sayad isi bahane wo man jaye. Kher, ab to ye aaj ka din hi batayega. Phir main taiyar hokar office k liye nikal gya. Aaj main Sealdah Arup se pahle pahuch gya tha. Fir jab Arup aya to ham dono milkar office lagbhag 11 bje gye. Lagbhag 12 bje Soma ka call aya. To hamesa ki tarah is bar bhi main call kat k dubara call kiya. Call receive karte hi wo chilla kar boli ki "ami tomake bollam na ami akhun kotha korte chai na, tahole bar-bar msg kore jacho kano." To hamare bich aise hi bahas baji hui fir wo call kat di. Fir wo mujhe 3 bje call karke normally voice me kah rahi h ki "ek ta kotha bolbo. Kono questions korbe na to. Main bola ki bolo. To boli ki tomake bar-bar kore bollam msg na korte tau tumi msg er upor msg kore gele. Tumi kal k j voice msg pathiye chile, seta amar bhai aaj k dekhe niyeche. Tar jonno tomake ami whatsapp e block kore dilam." Fir main usko bola ki er por theke tomake kono din ami msg korbo na. Lekin wo nh mani aur bol rahi thi ki ami kono kotha sunte chai na aur call kat di. Main usko sara din contact karna chah raha tha lekin contact nahi kar paya qki wo apna no band kar ke rakhi thi. Rat ko bhi jab uska mobile on hua to direct kah di ki ami bollam na ami kono kotha bolte chai na, tahole call korcho keno bar-bar. Fir hamare bich thori bahas bazi hui to last me main ye bol diya ki ami bujhe gechi. Fir wo call kat di. Main bhi ab usko jyada call nahi kiya. Aur thori der net use karne k bad so gaya.

25-February-2017

Aaj office me kam nahi hone k karan ham sabhi ka aaj kal dono din chutti hai. Mera kal bukhar tha to kal main rat ko 2 baje so gaya tha aur mujhe pata nahi itna nind kaise aa gaya ki main aaj dopahar ko 3 baje so kar utha. Matlab ki main total 13 ghante soya. Aur wo bhi utha to soma k call k karan. Kal to wo mera call kat de rahi thi, ek bar call receive bhi ki to main jab bola ki "kal kobe asbo sari jonno." to wo boli ki are "tui phone rakh." Bol kar call kat di. Lekin aaj jab utha to uska call aa raha tha to main call kat kar dubara call kiya. "To wo boli ki aaj k asbe ki asbe na. To main bola ki 6:30 ta modde asbo. Aur phir normal bat ho rahi thi ki call keno tulchile na, khawa hoyeche ki na. ETC....". Call kat kar jab phone check kiya to dekha ki Soma ka 7 call aya hua tha, iske sath-sath aur bhi kuch-kuch call aya hua tha. Fir main uth kar fresh hua fir Youtube par kuch video dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki jau ki na jau. Qki main paisa kharcha nahi karna chahta tha. Yahi sab sochte-sochte 4 baj gaye. 4 baje soma ka call aya ki "kothay acho. Main bola ki bari theke berochi. Wo boli ki akhun 4 bajche akhuno barite e acho. Main bola ki ami 6:30 modde chole asbo. Lekin uske man me mere liye ab bhi sak tha." Fir main Ujjwal Patni ka charater wala video dekha. Jisme unhone kaha ki agar ham kisi ko kisi bat ka wada karte hai to hame use pura karna. Kam karne k bad agar result galat hua to bhi accept kiya aur agar acha hua to bhi accept kiya. Lekin ye ab insan me nahi rah gaya hai. Agar ye rahta to log kabhi kisi par sak nahi karte, agar koi galti bhi kar deta to samne wala kahte ki choro jan-bujh nahi kiya hoga. Aur bhi bahut sari bate ki character k upar. Tab jakar mujhe laga ki aaj Soma jo mujh par har bat ko lekar sak karti hai isme uski koi galti nahi hai qki main halat hi aisa kar diya hu ki usko mere bat par bharosa nahi ho rata hai. Usko ek sari ki bat ko lekar main 5 din se aaj-kal kiye ja raha tha, aise me koi bhi sak karega. To 4:30 baje main decide kiya ki main jaunga usko sari kharidwane k liye. Aur kal main almari se jo paisa nikala tha ye soch kar ki apne account se utha kar rakh dunga, wahi paisa lekar ghar se nikal gaya. Jab ghar me tha to Arup ko bahut bar call kiya taki wo kuch idea de sake lekin wo call nahi receive kiya. To main raste me Rahul ko call kiya, wo us samay bahut busy tha isliye kuch thik se nahi kah raha tha lekin itna kah diya ki mat jao sari dene k liye. To mera mood phir change ho gaya, main soch liya ki main nahi jaunga. Aur phir main Suman k dukan me jakar bahut sari mithai khaya. Main usse 55 rupaya pa raha tha to main 40 ka mithai khaya aur 15 baki chor diya. Phir Rahul ka call aya aur bola ki ab main free ho bol kya bol raha tha to main usko wahi sari wali bat bola to wola ki usko bol na ki kal lene se nahi hoga. To main bola ki yaar 5 din se main usko aaj-kal kar raha hu, wo bol di mujhko ki aaj ana hai to aao nahi to ab call nahi receive karegi. To wo bola ki chal jao lekin paisa mat dena, bolna ki cash lekar nahi aya hu. Main bola ki thik hai aur main waha se nikal gaya us samay 5 baj rahe the. Shyamnagar pahuchne se pahle Soma ka call aya to main bol diya ki main Train me hu. To wo boli ki train ka awaj to nahi aa raha hai to main bola ki train ruka hua hai. Wo boli ki 6:30 baje se 1 minute bhi late hua to wo call receive nahi karegi. Main station gaya aur ek ticket le liya qki waise hi main kafi late hu aur agar TT pakar liya to aur lene k dene par jayenge. Mujhe 5:45 me train mila. Jab main Dum-Dum pahucha to Soma ka call aya to main bola diya ki akhun ami Dum-Dum e achi. Ami 6:30 modde Sealdah chole asbo. To wo boli ki tomake aste hobe na jekhane acho okhan theke neme ulto side e  train dhore bari chole jao. Main bola ki tarin e problem ache tahole ami ki korbo bolo. To wo boli ki tomake kichu korte hobe na, aste u hobe na, jao bari chole jao Bol kar call kat di. Fir Arup ka call aya. Main bola ki call tulchele na kano. To wo bola ki ghumiye chilam. Fir main usko sari wali puri bat batai to wo bhi bola ki are chole jao.Main bola ki 6:30 ta dekeche ami to 6:30 modde seakdah jete parbo. Wo bola ki are ki kore tumi. Joto tara-tari jao okhane. Main bola ki he jachchi to kintu o bolche ki 6:30 theke 1 minute late hole ami call tulbo na. To wo bola ki aaj chole jao okhane giye call korbe. Tumi bhabo eto kichu hoye jabar por o nije call korlo to tahole o call nischoi tulbe. Fir mere dimag me idea aya ki agar wo call receive nahi karegi to main msg karunga ki jodi tumi call na tolo tahole ami ekhne e bose thakbo. Fir main Sealdah pahuch kar jaldi se south Sealdah jakar train pakra jo ki 2 minute me station chor diya. Us samay 6:35 baj raha tha. Soma ka call aya to main bol diya ki Sealdah  theke train chere diyeche. 15 minute modde chole asbo. Wo boli ki tomake aste hobe na emni 6:30 theke besi hoye geche, tumi chole jao. Main bola ki please emon koro na, ami aschi, train er ektu problem chilo sei jonno deri hoyeche. Please bolo na Ballygunge theke kothay asbo to wo boli ki Basanti Devi collage. To main Ballygunge pahuch kar msg kar diya ki main Ballygunge chole eschi. Fir main waha se auto liye. Raste me uska call aya to main bola ki rasta e achi. To wo chilla k boli ki amar sathe natok korbe na thik ache. Ami Ballygunge theke hete 5 minute e college chole asi ar tumi auto diye aste parcho na. To main bola ki tumi rasta e awaj ta sune nao to wo boli amar kichu sonar dorkar nei. Bolkar call kat di. Fir main Basanti Devi college pahuch kar usko call kiya ami chole eschi. To wo boli rasta e ulto side e eso. To main waha usse mila. Main uska jo photo dekha tha wo usse pura different thi. Qki  photo to wo edit kar k dalti thi lekin uska real face pura black tha. Khair main usko lekar dukan me gaya waha sari ka dam 3000, 1400 etc... tha. Mujhe to laga ki gaya main aaj lekin usne samajhdari dikhayi aur ek 700 ka sari kharid li. Phir 200 ka Blouse kharidi.  Fir main usse kuch bat kiya usko bola ki whatsapp unblock koro. To wo usi time mujhe whatspp se unblock ki. Sari kharidne k bad uski khusi ka thikana nahi tha, Main bola ki kal k sunday ache tahole kal k u amar chuti ache. tahole kal k amake kothau jete hobe, to wo boli ki jabi ghor bari dekhte. Main bola ki ami to ei dike thaki na tahole tumi jodi ektu help koro tahole bhalo hobe. To fir wo boli ki thik ache ami amar bandhobi k bolbo j ami thakbo eta bole ami bari ta nebo. Iske bad wo boli ki uska malik usko khojega to wo chali gayi. Aur main bhi auto lekar ghar k liye nikal gaya. Raste me arup se bat hua ki mission successful ho gaya. Fir Sanchita se bat hua ki abhi Tatwa me AHT ka koi target nahi hai aur kuch hi dino me OT bhi hat jayega. Sealdah pahuch kar main usko call msg kiya ki ami sealdah chole aslam. Fir jab main train pakra to uska call aya to main thore der bat kiya fir rat ko ghar pahuch kar uska call aya. To hamne kuch der bat kiye. Isi bich main sex se related kuch bat kar raha tha to wo boli ki ei sophate kono na kono bhabe ami tomake diye debo. Main boli ki ki debe. To wo boli ki ki-ki korbe na, tumi sob jano. main bola ki sex. To wo boli ki ha To fir yahi sab bat kar k ham so gaye. Aur is tarah se hamara ye din khtm ho gaya.

22-February-2017

Aaj main time se office pahuch gya. Sealdah pahuch kar arup se mila aur fir ham sath me office gye. Office pahuchne k kuch der bad hi lagbhag 11:30 bje Soma ka call aya. Usse kuch der bat karne k bad main usko bola ki ami ekta decision niyechi. To wo boli ki ki decision niyecho. Main bola ki ghar jakar bolta hu. Lekin wo jid karne lagi aur boli ki na ekhuni bolte hobe. Main usko ye bhi bola ki office e sobar samne ki kore bolbo. Lekin wo nahi mani aur boli ki ekhun bolbe na ami line ta kete debo. Majburi me mujhko bolna hi para ki ami decide korechi j joto khun ami tomar sathe biye korbo na toto khun ami tomar sathe sex korbo na. Ye sunne k bad pahle to khub hasi fir mujhko boli ki k idea diyeche tomake erokom. Main bola ki eta ami nije bhebechi. Fir wo boli ki keno age to sob somoye mathay oi jinis e thakto. Tahole ekhun tomar matha change hoy geche keno. Main bola ki na ami bhablam j biyer por to pabo e. Tahole ekhun theke keno korbo. Biyer por e kori. Ye bolne k bad main apne kam me lag gya. 3 bje uska call aya aur boli ki kheye niyecho. Ki khele etc... Yahi sab bate ho rahi thi. Fir wo sari ki bat uthai ki tumi to amake ekta sari dite parle na sara jibon amake ki kore rakhbe. Main bola ki ami kobe asbo bolo. Kal k chole asbo. Wo boli ki na dorkar nei. Amar kache oto time nei. Tomar sari ta tomar kache rakho. Ye bol kar wo gusse se call kat di aur fir tab se uska no switched off aa raha tha. Main usko call kiye ja raha tha lekin uska no band hi aa raha tha. Sam ko 7:15 me wo mujhko call ki. Us samay bhi wo normal bat kar rahi thi. Lekin jab main bola ki ratri bela te call korbe to. To wo boli ki bolte parchi na. Echa hole kotha bolbo na hole bolbo na. Tab main bola ki keno. Bas yahi bolne ki der thi ki wo gusse se boli ki tumi sob somoy keno-keno korte thako keno. Amar icha na hole tomar sathe kotha bolbo na. Bol kar wo call kat di aur call receive karna band kar di. Yaha tak ki jyada call karne se call katna bhi suru kar di. Rat ko 9 bje usko msg kiya kiya ki ekhun to bus e acho. Ekhun to kotha bolte e paro. Fir bhi uska call nahi aya.

02-February-2017

Aaj main roj ki tarah office late se pahucha, kya karu jitna bhi jaldi karne ki kosis karta hu lekin late ho hi jata hu. Office pahuch kar main roj ki tarah kam karne lag gaya. Aaj mummy, papa Bihar jane wale the isliye main apne TL ko bol diya tha ki aaj main OT nahi karunga, qki mujhe aaj Howrah jana hai. To TL ne kaha ki thik hai main OT me nam nahi bhej raha hu. Fir main kam karne lag gaya, time par break liya khaya aur fir kam karne lag gaya. Time bhi dekh raha tha ki kab 4 baje aur main ghar bhagu. Lekin 4 baje se pahle hi natak ho gaya. Aaj koi bhi OT k liye nam nh diya tha to KOL ya WB me se kisi ko bhi logout karne nahi de raha tha. Bola ki koi bhi 8 baje se pahle logout nahi karega. Mera to dimag kharab ho gaya ki ye kya ho gaya. Ab main Howrah kaise jaunga. Kisi tarah main waha baitha call le raha tha. Jab 5 baja to sabko logout karwaya. Main to jaldi se station k liye bhaga. Main Japanigate se Howarah k liye nikal gaya. Main waha 6 baje tak pahuch gaya. Lekin jakar dekhta hu ki ye log to abhi tak pahuche hi nahi hai. Ye log kafi der se station pahuche. Fir jab ye log pahuche to main saman lekar platform no 13 par pahucha. Qki train wahi ane wala tha. Fir waha ham sab train ka wait karne lage. Lagbhag 45 minute k bad train aya. Fir ham sam train me gaye. Train 9:15 me khul gayi. To main train se niche utar gaya. Fir main un logo ko alwida kah kar Bandel local se Bhadreswar pahucha. Fir waha mujhe koi toto ya auto nahi mil raha tha. Bari muskil se ek toto mila wo bhi passenger k chakkar me kafi late se chala. Mere Babughat jate-jate last nauka khul gaya tha. Ab mere pas koi chara nahi tha. Main wait kar raha tha ki jab udhar se nauka ayegi to main usko bolunga ki kuch jyada paisa lekar le chale. Lekin jab wo aya to jane se inkar kar diya. Main kafi kosis kiya, jitna meri taraf se ho sakta tha sab try kiya. Lekin koi fayda nahi hua. Ab iske bad pahla nauka subah 4 baje tha. To ab jaise bhi ho mujhe waha 4 baje tak rahna tha. Pahle main socha ki raste par aise hi ghumte-ghumte rat bit jayegi. Lekin raste me yaha-waha log sarab piker jhagra kar rahe the. To ab main socha ki agar koi pas me sadi hogi ya koi party hogi to waha samil ho jaunga. Koi na koi friend mil hi jayega aur fir waha so jaunga. Lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi mila. Fir main socha ki chalo station me jakar so jata hu. Lekin fir khayal aya ki station me to agar koi gunde mil gaye to sara mobile etc chin lenge. Lekin meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha ki kya karu. To main socha ki chalo job hi hoga bad me dekhunga. Abhi filhal station chalta hu. Rat bhar nahi sounga jaga rahunga. To main nikal para station jane k liye. Raste me mujhe ek larki mili. Wo bol rahi thi ki ”kothay jachcho edike. Main bola ki emni jachchi. To wo boli ki nauka ta pele na. To main bola ki na pelam na. To wo boli ki tahole edike kothay jachcho. Main bola ki emni jachchi. To wo boli ki cholo amar sathe, ami sara rat kotha bolte-bolte katiye debo.” Fir pahle socha ki jau ya nahi. Fir socha ki jaha jaunag waha khatra to hai hi. Chahe raste me ghumu ya satation me rahu. To better hai ki iske sath hi chale jau. Fir main uske sath chalne lag gaya. Pahle wo mujhe ek talab k pas le gayi, aur kuch bat karne lag gayi. Wo bol rahi thi ki wo acting karti hai apne local area me. Fir kuch der bad wo boli ki “ekhane onek mosa ache cholo onno jayga te bosi.” Fir ham ek dusre jagah jakar baithe the. Fir kuch der bad machchar ka bahana kar k wo mujhe ek mandie me le gayi. Waha bahut jagah thi. Waha ham kafi der bat kiye. Fir wo mere body par idhar-udhar hath lagane lagi. Us samay 1 baj raha tha. Main usko mana karne laga to wo gussa ho gayi aur jane lag gayi. Boli ki ekhane eka thako sara rat ami jachchi. Fir main usko roka qki akele rat bitana bhi muskil tha. To ab wo mera jins ka chain khol kar mera land chusne lagi. Tab mujhe bahut maja ane laga. Qki pahli bar koi mera land chus raha tha. Main dekha ki itni rat ko bhi kuch log waha se ana-jana kar rahe the, to main usko bola ki “cholo tomar bari jachchi.” To wo mujhe apne ghar le gayi. Waha jab wo apne ghar k pas gayi to mujhe boli ki “Choti khule ekdom aste-aste barite aso.” Main waise hi kiya. Room me jakar ham dono sex ka pura maja liye. Halaki room me pura andhera tha to main kuch dekh nahi saka. Bas sex ka maja hi le saka. Uske bad wo khud hi mujhe boli ki “3:45 hochche. Cholo jao na hole, first nauka ta pabe na.” Fir wo mujhse no mangi to ham no exchange kiye aur fir main babughat aya. Waha wo 10 rupaye lekar hame ghat par kar diya. Main ghar aa kar so gya, socha ki agar nind tuta to office chala jaunga.

23-January-2017

Aaj subah 4:30 bje uthte hi sabse pahle yaad aya ki Anjani ka koi msg aya h ya nh. To uska 8 msg aya jo ki mujhe 4:12 me ki thi. Msg me likhi thi ki are mera aankh lag gya tha nh to msg ka reply q nh karti main. Aur aap etna sorry q bole mujhe samajh me nh aya. Aur hm q torenge dosti apse. Aur aaj mere sir me bahut dard tha isliye sayad thik se bat v nh kiye honge, lekin sach me dard k karan hm aankh band karke so gye the. Aur hm mobile khud se dur rakhe the aur mera mobile silent rahta h yaar. Pls bura mt mano, hm jankar q karenge. Aur hm apko apna dost banaye h end of life tak. Lekin friendship torne ki bat aap bar-bar q karte ho. Thik h agar nh chahte h rakhna to hm v call ya msg nh karenge. Soche the ki aap hamara sath doge, lekin aap hme smjhne k bajay hme blem kar diye. Lekin mere sir me dard tha aur hm pain killer kha k so gye the. Aur hm kya bole ki hmlog to friend rahenge, lekin jitna bat karte h utna nh karenge. Hm khe ki hafte me ek call karenge, lekin din fix nh h. Aur hm call karne se phle ek msg kar dete apko. Thik h hamare karan apko bahut taklif hua na, ab s nh hoga. Aap jo bole wahi karenge. Na aap call ya msg karna na hm karenge. Lekin aapko taklif hm jaan bujh kar nh diye, hm so gye the yaar. Thik h ab aap v apna dhyan rakhna, aur jo v bat hm kiye h ya bole h, use dimaag se nikal dena. Apki life h, jo sahi lage wo karna. Aur aap jise pasand karte ho wo apko jarur mile. Good day and always tack care. Ye sab msg jab aya tha to main soya hua tha aur iske sath ek aur msg ye v aya tha ki pta h, hamara bf v hamse naraz h. Uska 2 bar call receive kiye lekin bat nh kiye. Aur wo kafi samay tak line me raha tha. Usne ek msg kar diya h ki tere pas time hi nh h kisi k liye. Jb hm bt nh karte h aur wo line me rahta h to kafi naraz ho jata h. Khai aap apna dhyan hamesa rakhna. Ye sv msg padh k main to socha ki gayi meri dosti to main usko 4:30 me hi neend se uth kar sabse pahle usko reply karna suru kar diye. Main usko msg kiya ki nh-nh aap mera dil nh dukhaye h. Aur ab kv v dosti torne ki bat nh karunga. Pls av aap dosti mat toro mujhse. Main usko bar-bar msg kar raha tha ki mujhe batao ki mujhe maf ki ya nh aur hamari dosti safe h ya nh. Fir main bola ki Anjani jaldi se bata ki hamari dosti safe h ya nh. Warna mujhe office man nh lagega. Lekin uska reply nh aya, sayad ghar k kamo me busy hogi. To main fir se usko msg kiya ki mujhe pata h ki tum bahut busy hogi lekin sirf ek reply kar do ki mujhe maf ki ya nh. Main ab kv aisa nh bolunga. Dekho Anjani, tum to kahti ho ki apni sari bate main apne gf se sare karu. Lekin ye possible nh h. Qki gf kv best friend nh hoti h. Mujhe apse bate sare karna acha lagta h. Isliye karta hu. Main kl gusse me jo v apko bola pls use bhul jao. Aap kuch v saja de do lekin pls dosti mat toro. Ab jaldi se batao ki hamari dosti safe h ya nh. Agar nh bataogi to office v nh jaunga. Qki office me man hi nh lagega to jakar kya fayda. To uska reply aya ki Ha, jao office. To main bola ki iska mtlb ki tumne mujhe maf kar diya. To wo boli ki dosti me samjhaya jata h maaf nh kiya jata. Samjhe Dipu. Aur ha good morning and tack care. Main usko thank you bola qki wo mujhse dosti nh tori. Main usko ye v bola ki ab se no call no sms. Jb tumhara call ayega tv bat karenge. Lekin hafte me ek bar kafi jyada time nikal kar call karna. Qki ab tum meri dosti ki wo part ho jisse bat kiye bina man nh lagta h. Sayad ab tum meri best friend ki jaisi ho. Kher ab tumhari aim ka sawal h to hafte me ek call chalega. Bye. To uska reply aya ki Thank you hame samjhne k liye. Aur tum v mere ache dost ho. Apna dhyan rakhna. Hm tumse dosti nh torenge. Kv nh. Hm tumhe call jarur karenge aur tum v apne aim par dhyan dena. Tack care. Uske bad main office chala gya. Office me aaj main dusri jagah baitha jaha santi h. Lekin hamesa ki tarah Sanchita ko sath me lekar baitha. Lekin aaj pata nh sab ulta q ho raha h. Call lene k kuch der bad hi lagbhag 8:30 bje Sanchita ko uska TL bola ki kahi aur baitho aur usko waha se utha diya. Sayad main kl uska TL ka bat nh mana aur OT nh kiya sath me usne mujhe kl dekh liya tha ki main Sanchita k liye office me kafi time wait kiya fir bahar v wait kiya. Aur ye bat uske TL ne notice kar li. Kher, ab akele call lene me acha nh lag raha tha. Kisi tarah se rat k 8 bje. Main aur Sanchita sath me nikale. Nikal k dekhta hu ki Anjani ka missed call aya h. To main usko msg kiya ki sorry main office me tha isliye call receive nh kar paya. Kuch km tha kya. Av call kar lo. To uska reply aya ki av call nh kar sakte h. Kya tum bat kiye us larki se. Maine kaha ki ha bat ko kiye h wo boli ki call kar k bataungi. Uske bad Raste me main dim toast kharida. Paisa main dena chahta tha but usne de diya. Lekin bus me main uska kiraya v de diya. Aaj Sanchita ka contact no v mil gya aur Whatsapp no v mil gya. Aur aaj thori-bahut bat v hui whatsapp par.  Jb main bidhan nagar pahucha to Anjani ka dubara msg aya ki propose kar diye use. Main kaha ki ha kar diya hu ab bs sirf uske call k wait h. Aur maine kaha tha na ki jyada nh to thora bar karenge daily. To aap nh man rahe the. Ab dekho aaj v bat ho rahi h apse. Fir bola ki jb wo call karegi aur jo v bolegi main tumko msg kar k bata dunga. To uska reply aya ki jaruri nh h ki roj bat hogi. Agar time milega to hm msg karenge. Agar tum paresan nh hote ho mere msg se to. To main usko reply kiya ki tumko kaun bola ki main tumhara call ya msg se paresan rahta hu. To wo boli ki majak kar rahi thi. Chinta mat karo ha hi bolegi, hmko to esa hi lagta h.

17-January-2017

Roj ki tarah aaj bhi main uth kar Anjani ko good morning msg bheja aur fir uska bhi reply aya. Main aaj office 7 bje hi pahuch kar login kar diya. Qki call 8 bje se aya h aur aise me hme 1 ghante ka fayda ho jata h. Dopahar me break par nikalne k bad dekha ki Anjani ka kuch msg aya tha, jb main uska reply diya to uska call aya. Mere hisab se sayad usne isliye call ki hogi qki usko mere project k bare me janna tha. Aur yahi hua, call karne k bad boli ki mere pas sirf 5 minute time h. Bolo ki kya dream h aapka. To main usko apne dream k bare me bataya aur fir uska opinion manga. To wo boli ki bahut achi soch hai aur jarur pura hoga. Jo apko bolta h ki nh hoga usko khich kar chata maro. Chata marne ka mtlb h ki aap apna dream pura kar k usko dikha do usko khud chata lag jayega. Fir main bola ki meri English weak h kya karu. Wo boli ki koi institute join kar lijiye. Itna kam to karte hi hai ye bhi kar lo. Main bola actually mujhe English samajh me hi nahi ati h. Usne bola ki jb programming jaisi complicate apko smjh me aa gyi to fir ye English kya chij h. Try karo ho jayega. Fir wo boli ki main apse jyada bat nh kar paungi na call me na msg me. Main bola ki q kya problem h. To wo boli ki bahut problem h. Fir boli ki thik h apko v to office jana h aur mujhe v kuch km h. Isliye bad me bat karte h. Main v ok bol k call kat diya. Fir jb sam ko break par nikala to uska msg aya tha ki agar main apko kahu ki aap mujhe paresan karte ho to kya aap mujhe call aur sms karna band kar doge. To main reply diya ki agar aap sach me meri call aur sms se paresan rahte h to band hi karna parega qki aur koi rasta v to nh h. Fir uska reply aya ki apka sms pack kam nh kar raha h aur mere main bal se kat raha h. Aap jara check kar batayenge ki kya problem h. Main loan lekar msg kar rahi hu. Main break par nikalne se phle check kiya tha uska 144 msg tha fir ye problem q ho raha h. To main bola ki thik h check kar 8 bje bataunga. Av main office ja raha hu. Fir main chala gya office. Waha check karne par pata chala ki aaj wo 106 msg ki h. As per TRAI GUIDELINE 100 msg k bad apka sms bal kam nh karta h aur every msg ke liye 0.50 paisa charge lagta h. Office se nikal kar main usko ye bat msg me bataya. To wo boli ki acha to phle batana chahiye tha na main kitna paresan hui aur apka sara hua agent bhi mujhe kuch nh bataya. Main usko bola ki main to already bol chuka hu ki waha call karne se koi fayda nh h agar aap apna time waist karna chahte h to waha call kijiyega. Uske bad uska reply aya ki aap mujhe bahut paresan karte h to aaj se no call no msg ok bye. Main bola ki thik h agar aap mere msg se ya call se paresan h to yahi sahi. Lekin main apko kb aur kis bat k liye kiye paresan.