28-February-2017

Aaj main subah 5:45 me hi uth gya. Lekin bed par leta hua tha aur apne aap ko kosh raha tha ki q main kal Soma k dusre no par call kiya. Bar-bar Soma ka whatsapp check kar raha tha ki kab wo online ho aur mera msg aur audio file dekhe jo kal rat ko maine use send kiya tha. Lekin uska last seen bar-bar kal rat 10:57 tak ka hi dikha raha tha. Main usko call v nh kar sakta tha. Qki ek to uska dimag pahle se garam tha aur kahi call kiya to mamla kahi aur jyada na bigar jaye. Kal usne mujhko kaha tha ki jokhun amar matha thanda hobe tokhun call korbo. Matha ta thanda hobe ki hobe na ami nije jani na. Mujhe isi bat ka dar h ki kahi wo agar paise k liye mera use kar rahi hogi to definitely uska dimag kabhi thanda nh hoga aur na hi wo ab mujhe call karegi. Kher, abhi 7:16 ho raha h to main ab chalta hu fresh hone. Uske bad mujhe office v jana h. Dekhte h ki uska call ata h ya nh. Agar call aa gaya to main usko biriyani k liye offer karunga qki usko biriyani bahut pasand h to sayad isi bahane wo man jaye. Kher, ab to ye aaj ka din hi batayega. Phir main taiyar hokar office k liye nikal gya. Aaj main Sealdah Arup se pahle pahuch gya tha. Fir jab Arup aya to ham dono milkar office lagbhag 11 bje gye. Lagbhag 12 bje Soma ka call aya. To hamesa ki tarah is bar bhi main call kat k dubara call kiya. Call receive karte hi wo chilla kar boli ki "ami tomake bollam na ami akhun kotha korte chai na, tahole bar-bar msg kore jacho kano." To hamare bich aise hi bahas baji hui fir wo call kat di. Fir wo mujhe 3 bje call karke normally voice me kah rahi h ki "ek ta kotha bolbo. Kono questions korbe na to. Main bola ki bolo. To boli ki tomake bar-bar kore bollam msg na korte tau tumi msg er upor msg kore gele. Tumi kal k j voice msg pathiye chile, seta amar bhai aaj k dekhe niyeche. Tar jonno tomake ami whatsapp e block kore dilam." Fir main usko bola ki er por theke tomake kono din ami msg korbo na. Lekin wo nh mani aur bol rahi thi ki ami kono kotha sunte chai na aur call kat di. Main usko sara din contact karna chah raha tha lekin contact nahi kar paya qki wo apna no band kar ke rakhi thi. Rat ko bhi jab uska mobile on hua to direct kah di ki ami bollam na ami kono kotha bolte chai na, tahole call korcho keno bar-bar. Fir hamare bich thori bahas bazi hui to last me main ye bol diya ki ami bujhe gechi. Fir wo call kat di. Main bhi ab usko jyada call nahi kiya. Aur thori der net use karne k bad so gaya.

25-February-2017

Aaj office me kam nahi hone k karan ham sabhi ka aaj kal dono din chutti hai. Mera kal bukhar tha to kal main rat ko 2 baje so gaya tha aur mujhe pata nahi itna nind kaise aa gaya ki main aaj dopahar ko 3 baje so kar utha. Matlab ki main total 13 ghante soya. Aur wo bhi utha to soma k call k karan. Kal to wo mera call kat de rahi thi, ek bar call receive bhi ki to main jab bola ki "kal kobe asbo sari jonno." to wo boli ki are "tui phone rakh." Bol kar call kat di. Lekin aaj jab utha to uska call aa raha tha to main call kat kar dubara call kiya. "To wo boli ki aaj k asbe ki asbe na. To main bola ki 6:30 ta modde asbo. Aur phir normal bat ho rahi thi ki call keno tulchile na, khawa hoyeche ki na. ETC....". Call kat kar jab phone check kiya to dekha ki Soma ka 7 call aya hua tha, iske sath-sath aur bhi kuch-kuch call aya hua tha. Fir main uth kar fresh hua fir Youtube par kuch video dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki jau ki na jau. Qki main paisa kharcha nahi karna chahta tha. Yahi sab sochte-sochte 4 baj gaye. 4 baje soma ka call aya ki "kothay acho. Main bola ki bari theke berochi. Wo boli ki akhun 4 bajche akhuno barite e acho. Main bola ki ami 6:30 modde chole asbo. Lekin uske man me mere liye ab bhi sak tha." Fir main Ujjwal Patni ka charater wala video dekha. Jisme unhone kaha ki agar ham kisi ko kisi bat ka wada karte hai to hame use pura karna. Kam karne k bad agar result galat hua to bhi accept kiya aur agar acha hua to bhi accept kiya. Lekin ye ab insan me nahi rah gaya hai. Agar ye rahta to log kabhi kisi par sak nahi karte, agar koi galti bhi kar deta to samne wala kahte ki choro jan-bujh nahi kiya hoga. Aur bhi bahut sari bate ki character k upar. Tab jakar mujhe laga ki aaj Soma jo mujh par har bat ko lekar sak karti hai isme uski koi galti nahi hai qki main halat hi aisa kar diya hu ki usko mere bat par bharosa nahi ho rata hai. Usko ek sari ki bat ko lekar main 5 din se aaj-kal kiye ja raha tha, aise me koi bhi sak karega. To 4:30 baje main decide kiya ki main jaunga usko sari kharidwane k liye. Aur kal main almari se jo paisa nikala tha ye soch kar ki apne account se utha kar rakh dunga, wahi paisa lekar ghar se nikal gaya. Jab ghar me tha to Arup ko bahut bar call kiya taki wo kuch idea de sake lekin wo call nahi receive kiya. To main raste me Rahul ko call kiya, wo us samay bahut busy tha isliye kuch thik se nahi kah raha tha lekin itna kah diya ki mat jao sari dene k liye. To mera mood phir change ho gaya, main soch liya ki main nahi jaunga. Aur phir main Suman k dukan me jakar bahut sari mithai khaya. Main usse 55 rupaya pa raha tha to main 40 ka mithai khaya aur 15 baki chor diya. Phir Rahul ka call aya aur bola ki ab main free ho bol kya bol raha tha to main usko wahi sari wali bat bola to wola ki usko bol na ki kal lene se nahi hoga. To main bola ki yaar 5 din se main usko aaj-kal kar raha hu, wo bol di mujhko ki aaj ana hai to aao nahi to ab call nahi receive karegi. To wo bola ki chal jao lekin paisa mat dena, bolna ki cash lekar nahi aya hu. Main bola ki thik hai aur main waha se nikal gaya us samay 5 baj rahe the. Shyamnagar pahuchne se pahle Soma ka call aya to main bol diya ki main Train me hu. To wo boli ki train ka awaj to nahi aa raha hai to main bola ki train ruka hua hai. Wo boli ki 6:30 baje se 1 minute bhi late hua to wo call receive nahi karegi. Main station gaya aur ek ticket le liya qki waise hi main kafi late hu aur agar TT pakar liya to aur lene k dene par jayenge. Mujhe 5:45 me train mila. Jab main Dum-Dum pahucha to Soma ka call aya to main bola diya ki akhun ami Dum-Dum e achi. Ami 6:30 modde Sealdah chole asbo. To wo boli ki tomake aste hobe na jekhane acho okhan theke neme ulto side e  train dhore bari chole jao. Main bola ki tarin e problem ache tahole ami ki korbo bolo. To wo boli ki tomake kichu korte hobe na, aste u hobe na, jao bari chole jao Bol kar call kat di. Fir Arup ka call aya. Main bola ki call tulchele na kano. To wo bola ki ghumiye chilam. Fir main usko sari wali puri bat batai to wo bhi bola ki are chole jao.Main bola ki 6:30 ta dekeche ami to 6:30 modde seakdah jete parbo. Wo bola ki are ki kore tumi. Joto tara-tari jao okhane. Main bola ki he jachchi to kintu o bolche ki 6:30 theke 1 minute late hole ami call tulbo na. To wo bola ki aaj chole jao okhane giye call korbe. Tumi bhabo eto kichu hoye jabar por o nije call korlo to tahole o call nischoi tulbe. Fir mere dimag me idea aya ki agar wo call receive nahi karegi to main msg karunga ki jodi tumi call na tolo tahole ami ekhne e bose thakbo. Fir main Sealdah pahuch kar jaldi se south Sealdah jakar train pakra jo ki 2 minute me station chor diya. Us samay 6:35 baj raha tha. Soma ka call aya to main bol diya ki Sealdah  theke train chere diyeche. 15 minute modde chole asbo. Wo boli ki tomake aste hobe na emni 6:30 theke besi hoye geche, tumi chole jao. Main bola ki please emon koro na, ami aschi, train er ektu problem chilo sei jonno deri hoyeche. Please bolo na Ballygunge theke kothay asbo to wo boli ki Basanti Devi collage. To main Ballygunge pahuch kar msg kar diya ki main Ballygunge chole eschi. Fir main waha se auto liye. Raste me uska call aya to main bola ki rasta e achi. To wo chilla k boli ki amar sathe natok korbe na thik ache. Ami Ballygunge theke hete 5 minute e college chole asi ar tumi auto diye aste parcho na. To main bola ki tumi rasta e awaj ta sune nao to wo boli amar kichu sonar dorkar nei. Bolkar call kat di. Fir main Basanti Devi college pahuch kar usko call kiya ami chole eschi. To wo boli rasta e ulto side e eso. To main waha usse mila. Main uska jo photo dekha tha wo usse pura different thi. Qki  photo to wo edit kar k dalti thi lekin uska real face pura black tha. Khair main usko lekar dukan me gaya waha sari ka dam 3000, 1400 etc... tha. Mujhe to laga ki gaya main aaj lekin usne samajhdari dikhayi aur ek 700 ka sari kharid li. Phir 200 ka Blouse kharidi.  Fir main usse kuch bat kiya usko bola ki whatsapp unblock koro. To wo usi time mujhe whatspp se unblock ki. Sari kharidne k bad uski khusi ka thikana nahi tha, Main bola ki kal k sunday ache tahole kal k u amar chuti ache. tahole kal k amake kothau jete hobe, to wo boli ki jabi ghor bari dekhte. Main bola ki ami to ei dike thaki na tahole tumi jodi ektu help koro tahole bhalo hobe. To fir wo boli ki thik ache ami amar bandhobi k bolbo j ami thakbo eta bole ami bari ta nebo. Iske bad wo boli ki uska malik usko khojega to wo chali gayi. Aur main bhi auto lekar ghar k liye nikal gaya. Raste me arup se bat hua ki mission successful ho gaya. Fir Sanchita se bat hua ki abhi Tatwa me AHT ka koi target nahi hai aur kuch hi dino me OT bhi hat jayega. Sealdah pahuch kar main usko call msg kiya ki ami sealdah chole aslam. Fir jab main train pakra to uska call aya to main thore der bat kiya fir rat ko ghar pahuch kar uska call aya. To hamne kuch der bat kiye. Isi bich main sex se related kuch bat kar raha tha to wo boli ki ei sophate kono na kono bhabe ami tomake diye debo. Main boli ki ki debe. To wo boli ki ki-ki korbe na, tumi sob jano. main bola ki sex. To wo boli ki ha To fir yahi sab bat kar k ham so gaye. Aur is tarah se hamara ye din khtm ho gaya.

22-February-2017

Aaj main time se office pahuch gya. Sealdah pahuch kar arup se mila aur fir ham sath me office gye. Office pahuchne k kuch der bad hi lagbhag 11:30 bje Soma ka call aya. Usse kuch der bat karne k bad main usko bola ki ami ekta decision niyechi. To wo boli ki ki decision niyecho. Main bola ki ghar jakar bolta hu. Lekin wo jid karne lagi aur boli ki na ekhuni bolte hobe. Main usko ye bhi bola ki office e sobar samne ki kore bolbo. Lekin wo nahi mani aur boli ki ekhun bolbe na ami line ta kete debo. Majburi me mujhko bolna hi para ki ami decide korechi j joto khun ami tomar sathe biye korbo na toto khun ami tomar sathe sex korbo na. Ye sunne k bad pahle to khub hasi fir mujhko boli ki k idea diyeche tomake erokom. Main bola ki eta ami nije bhebechi. Fir wo boli ki keno age to sob somoye mathay oi jinis e thakto. Tahole ekhun tomar matha change hoy geche keno. Main bola ki na ami bhablam j biyer por to pabo e. Tahole ekhun theke keno korbo. Biyer por e kori. Ye bolne k bad main apne kam me lag gya. 3 bje uska call aya aur boli ki kheye niyecho. Ki khele etc... Yahi sab bate ho rahi thi. Fir wo sari ki bat uthai ki tumi to amake ekta sari dite parle na sara jibon amake ki kore rakhbe. Main bola ki ami kobe asbo bolo. Kal k chole asbo. Wo boli ki na dorkar nei. Amar kache oto time nei. Tomar sari ta tomar kache rakho. Ye bol kar wo gusse se call kat di aur fir tab se uska no switched off aa raha tha. Main usko call kiye ja raha tha lekin uska no band hi aa raha tha. Sam ko 7:15 me wo mujhko call ki. Us samay bhi wo normal bat kar rahi thi. Lekin jab main bola ki ratri bela te call korbe to. To wo boli ki bolte parchi na. Echa hole kotha bolbo na hole bolbo na. Tab main bola ki keno. Bas yahi bolne ki der thi ki wo gusse se boli ki tumi sob somoy keno-keno korte thako keno. Amar icha na hole tomar sathe kotha bolbo na. Bol kar wo call kat di aur call receive karna band kar di. Yaha tak ki jyada call karne se call katna bhi suru kar di. Rat ko 9 bje usko msg kiya kiya ki ekhun to bus e acho. Ekhun to kotha bolte e paro. Fir bhi uska call nahi aya.

02-February-2017

Aaj main roj ki tarah office late se pahucha, kya karu jitna bhi jaldi karne ki kosis karta hu lekin late ho hi jata hu. Office pahuch kar main roj ki tarah kam karne lag gaya. Aaj mummy, papa Bihar jane wale the isliye main apne TL ko bol diya tha ki aaj main OT nahi karunga, qki mujhe aaj Howrah jana hai. To TL ne kaha ki thik hai main OT me nam nahi bhej raha hu. Fir main kam karne lag gaya, time par break liya khaya aur fir kam karne lag gaya. Time bhi dekh raha tha ki kab 4 baje aur main ghar bhagu. Lekin 4 baje se pahle hi natak ho gaya. Aaj koi bhi OT k liye nam nh diya tha to KOL ya WB me se kisi ko bhi logout karne nahi de raha tha. Bola ki koi bhi 8 baje se pahle logout nahi karega. Mera to dimag kharab ho gaya ki ye kya ho gaya. Ab main Howrah kaise jaunga. Kisi tarah main waha baitha call le raha tha. Jab 5 baja to sabko logout karwaya. Main to jaldi se station k liye bhaga. Main Japanigate se Howarah k liye nikal gaya. Main waha 6 baje tak pahuch gaya. Lekin jakar dekhta hu ki ye log to abhi tak pahuche hi nahi hai. Ye log kafi der se station pahuche. Fir jab ye log pahuche to main saman lekar platform no 13 par pahucha. Qki train wahi ane wala tha. Fir waha ham sab train ka wait karne lage. Lagbhag 45 minute k bad train aya. Fir ham sam train me gaye. Train 9:15 me khul gayi. To main train se niche utar gaya. Fir main un logo ko alwida kah kar Bandel local se Bhadreswar pahucha. Fir waha mujhe koi toto ya auto nahi mil raha tha. Bari muskil se ek toto mila wo bhi passenger k chakkar me kafi late se chala. Mere Babughat jate-jate last nauka khul gaya tha. Ab mere pas koi chara nahi tha. Main wait kar raha tha ki jab udhar se nauka ayegi to main usko bolunga ki kuch jyada paisa lekar le chale. Lekin jab wo aya to jane se inkar kar diya. Main kafi kosis kiya, jitna meri taraf se ho sakta tha sab try kiya. Lekin koi fayda nahi hua. Ab iske bad pahla nauka subah 4 baje tha. To ab jaise bhi ho mujhe waha 4 baje tak rahna tha. Pahle main socha ki raste par aise hi ghumte-ghumte rat bit jayegi. Lekin raste me yaha-waha log sarab piker jhagra kar rahe the. To ab main socha ki agar koi pas me sadi hogi ya koi party hogi to waha samil ho jaunga. Koi na koi friend mil hi jayega aur fir waha so jaunga. Lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi mila. Fir main socha ki chalo station me jakar so jata hu. Lekin fir khayal aya ki station me to agar koi gunde mil gaye to sara mobile etc chin lenge. Lekin meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha ki kya karu. To main socha ki chalo job hi hoga bad me dekhunga. Abhi filhal station chalta hu. Rat bhar nahi sounga jaga rahunga. To main nikal para station jane k liye. Raste me mujhe ek larki mili. Wo bol rahi thi ki ”kothay jachcho edike. Main bola ki emni jachchi. To wo boli ki nauka ta pele na. To main bola ki na pelam na. To wo boli ki tahole edike kothay jachcho. Main bola ki emni jachchi. To wo boli ki cholo amar sathe, ami sara rat kotha bolte-bolte katiye debo.” Fir pahle socha ki jau ya nahi. Fir socha ki jaha jaunag waha khatra to hai hi. Chahe raste me ghumu ya satation me rahu. To better hai ki iske sath hi chale jau. Fir main uske sath chalne lag gaya. Pahle wo mujhe ek talab k pas le gayi, aur kuch bat karne lag gayi. Wo bol rahi thi ki wo acting karti hai apne local area me. Fir kuch der bad wo boli ki “ekhane onek mosa ache cholo onno jayga te bosi.” Fir ham ek dusre jagah jakar baithe the. Fir kuch der bad machchar ka bahana kar k wo mujhe ek mandie me le gayi. Waha bahut jagah thi. Waha ham kafi der bat kiye. Fir wo mere body par idhar-udhar hath lagane lagi. Us samay 1 baj raha tha. Main usko mana karne laga to wo gussa ho gayi aur jane lag gayi. Boli ki ekhane eka thako sara rat ami jachchi. Fir main usko roka qki akele rat bitana bhi muskil tha. To ab wo mera jins ka chain khol kar mera land chusne lagi. Tab mujhe bahut maja ane laga. Qki pahli bar koi mera land chus raha tha. Main dekha ki itni rat ko bhi kuch log waha se ana-jana kar rahe the, to main usko bola ki “cholo tomar bari jachchi.” To wo mujhe apne ghar le gayi. Waha jab wo apne ghar k pas gayi to mujhe boli ki “Choti khule ekdom aste-aste barite aso.” Main waise hi kiya. Room me jakar ham dono sex ka pura maja liye. Halaki room me pura andhera tha to main kuch dekh nahi saka. Bas sex ka maja hi le saka. Uske bad wo khud hi mujhe boli ki “3:45 hochche. Cholo jao na hole, first nauka ta pabe na.” Fir wo mujhse no mangi to ham no exchange kiye aur fir main babughat aya. Waha wo 10 rupaye lekar hame ghat par kar diya. Main ghar aa kar so gya, socha ki agar nind tuta to office chala jaunga.